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    Then he kisses him.

    It’s everything Clive has ever dreaded. It’s sin, it’s burning alive, it’s swallowing fire with nowhere to spit it out. It’s like being grabbed by the throat and robbed of air. It’s oxygen – the first taste of it he’s ever had.

    It’s perfection incarnate.

     

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    After an amicable breakup with Jill, Clive comes home from college for the weekend to surprise Joshua. He knows he shouldn't. But he can't stop himself.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    ITS PEAAAAK

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    “I’ll need at least a week to prepare the remedy. The Curesebreakers can scout for the beasts that are needed for ingredients. In the meantime,” Tarja cocked her head at Clive. “You take care of him.” As if Joshua would do anything else.

    “Take care of me?” Clive groused. He leaned his arms back on the sickbed where he sat, pushing his tail aside when he accidentally sat his hand on it. “I feel fine.”

    “Clive,” Tarja laughed flatly. “You’ve got fuzzy ears coming out of your head.”

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Genually went to heaven and cameback in less than 3 seconds really fucking good

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    His father spoke of it once, years ago, with the same care he used when explaining a wound that never quite healed — factual, respectful, and deeply mindful of the person beneath it.

    Someone who cannot be touched. A person people fear before they know him. A boy made into a boundary long before he could decide what he wished to be.

    Standing here now, looking at Joshua through silk and distance, Clive finds himself wondering what kind of person grows inside that shape. What it must be like to learn restraint before desire, composure before comfort. To be watched not for what one does, but for what one is. He wonders how much of Joshua’s stillness is choice, and how much of it is learned survival.

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    The Phoenix--a boy cursed by fate from his first breath to kill anyone who touches him-- is once more in need of a Shield to guard him. Someone good. Someone trustworthy. Someone steady.

    Clive Murdoch, son of Rosaria's Lord Commander, has returned from the military on honorary dispatch, with healing scars and idle sword hands. He is no trained Shield. But perhaps it is time unorthodox measures be taken.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Elwin was delighted when Joshua told him he had blessed Clive with a portion of the Phoenix’s power. What he kept for himself, however, was how that happened…

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    10 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Caution: Endwalker Spoilers!!

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    Asahi meets Amon in hell and prepares to make him pay for what he did to Lord Zenos. Amon weaves him a tale he cannot help but listen, and with that siren song he finds himself trapped in Amon's clutches, shaped like his own hands.

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    09 Dec 2025