Xuchilpaba

in my restless dreams, i see that town



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    He knew he couldn’t stay out on deck forever, knew any moment now someone would find him knelt on his hands and knees as if he were worshipping the sails above him. He knew he needed to move. Dragging himself to his feet, somewhat unstable, he cursed himself for somehow not managing to even stand straight on deck after those two had had their hands on him. Before he could ponder that thought any longer, he was taking himself down to his own cabin, into the dark and dank room, the familiarity of the sparseness and nothingness greeting him like an old friend. This would be where he stayed, sleepless, until dawn when he had an excuse to get back and resumes his duties of First Mate. Because that was his role. Not friend. Not lover. First Mate. That was his place. No amount of kind words, soft hands, caresses and kisses would change that. First Mate. Perform your duties, that is all that is required.

    Edward and Stede realise there are a lot more walls to break through with Israel Hands than they initially thought.

    TW: panic attacks, mentions of trauma and trauma responses.

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    21 Dec 2023

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    "What do I do with it then? Where does it go?" To Stede's horror—and surely to Izzy's as well—tears are welling up in his eyes as he speaks. "How do I live with it all inside me?"
    "Give it to me."
    "What?"

    Stede and Izzy have a heart to heart and find some common ground,

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  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    'What the fuck is this?' Izzy snaps.

    'A get-along shirt,' Ed says cheerfully. 'Because you two get to wear it until you learn to get along.'


    Or, Ed wishes his boyfriends would stop fighting and learn to tolerate each other, and comes up with a crafty solution to his problems.

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  4. Rec 14

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    Izzy thought he didn’t care much for novelty, but here he is, aboard a ship where everyone talks about their feelings, there are daily check-ins, and apparently, an entire crew will clear out so one pirate can seduce another.

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    Or: this time, Pete gets to be the proper little seductress.

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