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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    The thing is, Mack and Will never actually talked about what they were.

    Mack assumes that's because the answer is obvious.

    Will assumes it's because there isn't much to talk about.

    Unfortunately, those are not the same thing.

    Or: being someone's boyfriend for weeks without ever realizing it.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    A butterfly flapping its wings in one part of the world may cause a hurricane somewhere else.

    A conversation with Rose Landry leads Shane Hollander to make a decision that he may ultimately live to regret. Far from the eye of the storm, he crashes along the waves, beaten down by wind and rain.

    Ilya Rozanov lies in the eye of a hurricane. Sometimes he drifts just close enough to the horizon to get into trouble. Just dangerous enough to keep life interesting - enough to remind himself that he's still alive.

    A safe harbor can be found for both, if they can only get there.

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    Or, Post Tuna-Meltdown but before All-Stars in Tampa, Shane comes out to the Metros and it does not go well. He comes up for air in Boston.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has the highest hockey IQ in the NHL...and actively pretends he doesn't. He's already set himself apart in many ways, and he doesn't need "absolute hockey nerd" added to the list.

    Keeping this secret gets harder as he stops hiding other parts of himself from those around him. He comes out to the Voyageurs (who don't take it very well), he starts hanging out with the Raiders (though no one has a clue about him and Ilya being anything beyond friends), and he feels as if he is losing parts of himself in the expectations others hold for him.

    Ilya notices, and resolves to create a space that his boyfriend can thrive in, even if that means getting him the fuck out of Montreal.

    Set during The Long Game, where Shane and Ilya have made their plan, Shane's parents know about their relationship, and they've started telling people they are friends, but before Ilya officially transfers to Ottawa. That's right folks, this is a "Boston steals Shane Hollander" fic. We need more, and I am here to contribute☺️🫰

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Shane acts anxious at times. Nothing new. But sometimes it is a different anxious.
    Ilya is observant of his husband and sees it for what it is, he is supportive and tries to gently guide Shane in the right direction.
    And the Centaurs team, well they are slowly realising too what is happening and show their support until Shane learns about himself, they don't push.

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    Shane is genderfluid but doesn't know it about himself, yet.
    Ilya and the rest of the Centaurs team figure it out before Shane.
    They are - of course - super supportive

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    05 Jun 2026