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    Eternal Recurrence #3,400,236 concluded as all that came before, and as all would come after. And yet, there remains a shimmering memory of it, something that stands out in that broken brain of his.

    “You're crying.”

    Khaslana lifts his tired gaze from their hands, blinks against the salty vapors rising from where his waterline glimmers.

    “I am.”

    Mydei is cupping his face, holding him gently by the jaw, and Khaslana barely feels it.

    “You're breaking.”

    “Yeah.” It's hollow, his voice. Numb. “I know.”

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    Khaslana's long, long journey toward true daybreak, and all those shimmering, bloodstained memories collected along the way.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    I lived with this hunger long before the Hail Mary. This is nothing new. I’m fine.

    Right up until Rocky asks another question.

    “When last time you touch other human person skin, question?”

    Oh. Oh no. “When I… a few days after I first woke up here.”

    Rocky starts to relax for a split second, but then tightens when something occurs to him.

    “Grace crewmates dead when you wake up. You said this, statement. You not even know your own name, remember nothing, see dead bodies, confirm?”

    I nod, because if I open my mouth I will gag.

    “When last time Grace touch ALIVE human person, question.”

    I swallow thickly. I don’t answer aloud because I know Rocky can hear the hitch in my breath. My stomach churns with fresh bile. He senses my vital signs tick over into stress patterns and goes very, very still again.

    “Grace. When last time, question.”

    I clench my jaw so hard my temples ache, and beg him with my eyes to just stop.

    “Grace. Please say not when… when Evil Stratt humans put you to sleep.”

    I can taste grass.

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    AKA: Grace starves for more than just food on the journey to Erid.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “You bought art supplies.”
    “Yes.” A beat. “Very observant.”
    Blade looked at the bundle. Then at Dan Heng.
    Dan Heng refused to meet his eyes with enough determination that it immediately became suspicious.
    “They seemed useful,” he said, far too casually. “I’ve been meaning to.”
    The tips of his ears were pink, very slightly.
    Barely noticeable. Blade noticed immediately.

     

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    Blade takes a stroll through Planarcadia's morning market, confronted with all different kinds of craftsmanship he remembers his past in painful detail. Dan Heng notices and decides to buy some Art supplies. For no reason at all, of course.

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    29 May 2026

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    The cure worked. The tremor in his hands has vanished, and for the first time in years, Leon’s body feels like his own. But healing isn't just physical. When a text from Chris pulls him to a secluded cabin, Leon must confront the weight of his silence and the terror of being truly seen.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    There was only one person who could cook such a delicious meal. The very same only person who could enter and exit his home undetected when he refused to open it for anyone—because he had personally handed over the spare key.

    Mydei.

    The man who would spite him with terrible food when his jokes grew as stale as the bread he must have left uncovered just for him, or his methods in their latest spar was as slimy as the fish gutted but raw and unscaled. Who could now recall the whole truth but still prepared such a thing with care for the person responsible for his every death.

    Amphoreus has become a real planet forged from the memories accumulated over millions of years.

    Every citizen is bestowed all the memories that are rightfully their own, so there’s no escaping the actions Phainon took to prolong the cycles until a true hero could arrive with the new dawn.

    But when Phainon is unable to see his own worth and face the tomorrow everyone had longed for, there are plenty of people at his side willing to help open his eyes to the truth.

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    16 Feb 2026