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    Dick and Bruce are like this:
    Not the sun and moon, a love devastated by circumstance, a story of light and gravity, but a different beast altogether. A nucleus fissuring into two, borne of the same energy, the same matter, the same decay.

    Their story has always been radioactive.

    A canon-divergent take on Dick's return after Spyral featuring debilitating self-loathing and guilt, interspersed with the ordeal of being unmasked, and the subsequent waning sense of personhood.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    fahhhhhhhhhh

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    Flying back to Cherry Street, weaving reckless in the dark, it comes down to this: Dick is the only one of his siblings that Jason has any real claim on. Dick is the only one of that whole mess of victims to Batman's cult of self-immolation who belongs to Jason. Even more than that - Dick is the only person in the world who he shares a parent with, who knows what it meant to be the Robin to Batman of nearly ten years ago.

    It's just not the same anymore.

    So if Dick fucking kicks it, Jason's the only one left. Jason becomes an only child. Jason becomes the last of his kind. Jason becomes the sole keeper of that memory, of a brotherhood shared under a man who no longer exists. There is no way to replace Dick, because the world that they lived in together is gone, and can never give Jason a surrogate.

    The Red Hood pulls the thread on a mystery big enough to bridge the distance between two cities, two brothers: The plot they unravel is far deeper and darker than a garden-variety drug trafficking scheme. A story about siblingship, hauntings, and rivers.

    1. Ostium, osti(i): Latin noun, II Declension: Door, opening; (river) mouth; entrance (to the underworld).

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    18 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy fucking characterization

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    Dick laughed. “Chin up, Cass. It’s your night." He unfolded his arms, wistful, like all of it was fabulous. “Five more minutes. Nothing the perfect heir can't handle, right?”

    He’d smiled, but there was a sleight of hand that occurred in that space of a second, a magician’s old trick, but before she could fully read him Dick had turned and disappeared into a sea of blonde and blue-eyed, reshifting the center of the room’s gravity.

    Or: Dick & Cass vs the year the Gotham press pits Bruce Wayne's two eldest against each other. It's not a crisis—it's a metamorphosis. Probably.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “I—” Tim recalibrated. Desperately, he scanned Dick’s face—his features blurred over, a wall of nothing; Tim chipped away: “You were a kid, who’ll blame a kid? They won’t hurt anyone again. If you want to, to, to talk to anyone—but it was a long time ago, you’re Nightwing now—”

    Tuesday morning: a video was uploaded to one of the deep web black markets. The footage, shot on those grainy vintage camcorders. But Tim knew that boy in the thumbnail; his eyes had memorized him, the heft and shape and dazzle of him, imprinting like an afterimage.

    Or: a brother is a witness; there's your tragedy.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “You suspect you’re experiencing auditory and visual hallucinations?” The Doctor asks, clicking his pen against his notepad.

    “Uh,” Yuuji eyes the demonic carcass hanging off the doctor’s shoulder. “I’m a little bit more sure than that.” 

    ...

    Yuuji wakes up in the hospital with a voice in his head, a monster hanging off his doctor, and no memory of the past seven months. Certifiably insane, he moves in with his doctor who promises a cure and tries to figure out just what the hell he's been doing in Tokyo for the past year.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    It’s been five years since Chuuya and Dazai published their novel, Soukoku, four since they stopped being writing partners, and two since Chuuya realized he’s in love with said ex-writing partner. Five months since they were contacted about making a Soukoku movie, four since they met in person for the first time after the split, and two since he inadvertently ruined Dazai’s birthday and made an even bigger ass of himself than normal.

    But now Chuuya is determined to make Dazai his and accepts help from an unlikely ally.

    “Boy troubles, is it?” Fitzgerald asks.

    “Chuuya’s trying to get his long lost love to notice him,” Albatross says, grinning. Chuuya kicks him under the table.

    “Ah. I understand how hard it can be, dealing with matters of the heart,” Fitzgerald says, sounding sympathetic. “Before Zelda and I got married, I fear I made quite a fool of myself. I learned that sometimes, all you need is the right setting.”

    “The right setting?” Chuuya ventures.

    “A party.” Fitzgerald smiles at him over his glass.

     

    Party?

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Dazai orders two cabs - one for Atsushi, and one for him and Ranpo; Atsushi doesn’t have it in him to either insist Dazai doesn’t pay for him, or be surprised that Dazai is actually paying for him. The car Dazai ordered for himself arrives first, so Atsushi bids them both a tired farewell; the last he sees of them, Dazai is packing up a half-lucid Ranpo into the cab.
    Before the door shuts, Atsushi catches a glimpse of Ranpo lying his head down into Dazai’s lap. He’s too tired to think too much of it, though.

    or: five times Atsushi doesn't connect the dots about Ranpo and Dazai, and the time it gets spelled out to him.

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    02 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 77

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    Fyodor (or the motherfucking rat bastard as Chuuya calls him behind Dazai’s back) being a preppy economics student with greasy hair and a creepy smile, a weird group of friends who all worship the fucking ground he walks on, and not a single genuine bone in his stupidly tall body.

    And Dazai’s boyfriend of three years, somehow.

    Safe to say, Chuuya doesn’t really like Fyodor very much.

    Now - does Chuuya, in part, hate Fyodor because he’s been in love with Dazai for God knows how long? Kind of - but it’s still a relatively small part of the whole equation.

     

    / or: dazai gets cheated on, chuuya deals with the fallout, and it all works out in the end

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “I told him,” Dazai mumbles. “Yesterday.”

    “You told the Boss no one wanted the mission?” Oda asks.

    “I told Chuuya,” he says, even quieter. “That I love him.”

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    Oda vs Dazai experiencing Teenage Heartbreak

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    01 Jun 2026

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    A cheery pop song plays lowly in the background, from a playlist titled “besties night” with at least six different emojis following. Ranpo, Dazai and Yosano are all wearing pjs, even though it’s not yet six in the evening.

    It’s like a stereotypical opening to a 2000s coming of age movie - a group helping one of their own get ready for a first date.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Atsushi tries to figure Dazai out, and fails at every stage.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Chuuya must limit his time in Corruption to avoid burning out—and Dazai is always there to pull him back from the brink of beautiful destruction. But what if stopping that power comes with a price neither of them anticipated?

    or:

    Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be transformed from one form to another.

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    03 May 2026

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    For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.

    Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?

    At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
    "What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
    "One question,"
    "And why did you miss it?"
    "I misunderstood—"
    "You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
    "No, sir."
    "Then do better."

    That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.

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    02 May 2026

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    By twelve, Chuuya would kill for him. By fourteen, Chuuya would go to war for him. By sixteen, Chuuya was ready to die for him. By eighteen, Chuuya was ready to destroy everything to save Dazai.

    And isn't that just the problem.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    ok

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    News Of Music @ musicnewws

    Dazai Osamu And Nakahara Chuuya; Prodigies, Partners In Crime, And Enemies: What Went Wrong Between The World’s Dearest Voices? More On http://thenewsofmusic.com

    189,7K retweets     180K likes      80,5K quoted

    Or: Parasocial Relationships, the Saga.

    Or: Double Black split up. Four years later, the internet still has Opinions.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    insane
    clinically insane actually

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    “If you’ve just come to verbally accost my employees then I’ll have to ask you to leave, Ougai.” Fukuzawa’s gaze sharpened. “This is the life of a hard-working individual you are altering forever. I don’t appreciate your games.”

    “Apologies.” Mori spun on the heel of his dress shoe to face Fukuzawa, his long black coat swishing behind him. “You see, my decision is quite obvious. I thought you all were detectives.”
    Mori turned to Fukuzawa with a sinister, razor-sharp grin.
    Atsushi watched Chuuya’s jaw clench as Mori spoke the dreaded words.

     

    “Obviously my answer is Dazai-kun.”

     

    Dazai and Chuuya survive Mersault only to be thrown into the complicated recovery process. Their past returns to be picked apart, leaving the two no choice but to force the truth to the surface and face it head on.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    “Chuuya!” Albatross sing-songed. “Why didn’t you tell me your ghost was going to come back? I would’ve thrown a party for her.”
    “Because she said she wanted time,” Chuuya muttered.
    “I did!” Dazai let herself flop dramatically onto the floor. “I already decided that being a lonely ghost is better when I can annoy you two.”

    or fem!skk getting together (?) but dazai is a ghost, so it's weird.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    It's his final year of university and Sokka doesn't have the time to be distracted by the stranger living next door- by his startlingly gorgeous eyes and awkward conversation and the way he always seems to be hiding something- yet for some reason, Sokka can't bring himself to look away.

    alternatively-

    The balcony at Sokka's new apartment is way too close to his neighbors', and he notices far more than people give him credit for.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    “You are still a kid too, you know.”

    Dazai narrows his eyes. “I’m nearly twenty three.”

    “Compared to me, twenty three is nothing.” Fukuzawa chuckles at his own joke. “I still feel like a child sometimes, even at my age. We never really grow out of it.”

    ---

    In learning how to feel happiness, Dazai gets the chance to finally live the childhood he never got to have. Maybe there is no greater meaning to life, but that’s something he has to figure out for himself. This is a story of healing, learning to love, and acceptance, in every sense of the words.

    Inspired by all the “de-aging” fics out there that use time travel to deal with the trauma these kids went through (which I absolutely adore!) Time moves forward, and they can’t change the past, but it’s never too late to start to heal.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    beautiful recovery story

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    Atsushi wants to heal, and recover, and be happy.
    Dazai's coming with him whether he wants to or not.

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    19 Feb 2026

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