anicanis



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Euijoo’s been… off. Not in the way people get when they’re sad or sick or breaking apart quietly in the corners of their lives. On paper, everything looks fine. Better than fine, actually. He laughs more. He hums while brushing his teeth. He sways a little when the kettle whistles, like there’s a song in his head no one else can hear. Sometimes he sings under his breath—love songs, mostly, the kind that make Nicholas’s chest tighten without knowing why. He tells himself it’s stupid to care. That it’s not about jealousy, or fear, or whatever fragile thing his heart is pretending not to feel. But the thought itches at him: if Euijoo’s happy, why does it feel like he lost something in the process?

    Or; Euijoo has a crush, and Nicholas fucking hates it. Even though he's the one who's kept Euijoo hanging for years.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,460
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    403
    Bookmarks:
    102
    Hits:
    3,639

    23 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 37

    Tags
    Summary

    Nicholas didn’t know he would fall in love like this, in the middle of Goyang, in a language he still tripped and stumbled over. In a school with gray hallways and a water fountain that sputtered pathetically and uncertain. In a bedroom with more cardboard boxes than memories.

    Nicholas liked to categorize his life before and after Byun Euijoo.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,437
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    164
    Bookmarks:
    37
    Hits:
    1,784

    11 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

    Tags
    Summary

    “My period started,” Euijoo mutters, and it’s enough to make Nico stop biting her, wincing against the side of her hand instead. Her saliva is drying on Euijoo’s skin and she doesn’t seem to care.

     

    “You okay?”

     

    “Horny,” Euijoo replies immediately, the word wrapped in a whine.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,642
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    242
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    2,555

    03 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

    Tags
    Summary

    In the morning, when they wake up tangled like they always do, Euijoo will blame it on Nicho. Nicho will bristle and remind Euijoo for the millionth time that she is the cuddler. This is normal. This is routine.

    But privately, to herself, Euijoo won't blame Nicho; instead, she'll blame the ugly feelings that she can't hide when she's awake for far too long. That's why she pulls Nicho closer as her eyelids finally begin to fall shut.

    Euijoo, Nicho, and seven years.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,398
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    80
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    737

    03 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Before he could do it, Euijoo speaks up. “Have we met before?”

    He retracts his hand that’s reaching to grab the white napkin by the plate to look at Euijoo. Nicholas is sure Euijoo has a face he won’t ever be able to forget if he’s seen it in passing or somewhere else. Beautiful smile, upturned lips, tanned skin that makes him look like he’ll probably make Nicholas sweat under the blanket if they’re pressed up against each other because he just seems to exude warmth.

    “No.” Nicholas says, he’s never been more certain about anything in his life. “I don’t think so.”

    “You look—” Euijoo trails off, “very familiar.”

    “If this is a pickup line about how I’m the man of your dreams, I’m going to walk out of this restaurant right now, Euijoo.”

    ───

    in which euijoo and nicholas fall in love. for what feels like the thousandth time.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,667
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    105
    Kudos:
    928
    Bookmarks:
    242
    Hits:
    11,365

    29 Jun 2026