ashesashesinmyarms
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all that we had left, after it all was filtered out by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
13 May 2026
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Ava knows she’ll never understand the life Bill misses so much, and she knows he’ll never understand the life she’s thrown herself back into. She tries anyway, to understand, to save him.
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take all your chances while you can by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
27 Apr 2026
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Even after years of being there for her, even now that things are going to be okay, there are things that Bill doesn’t know about the day Ava lost her parents. Unexpectedly, unintentionally, painfully, he reminds her of her father.
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may all your troubles soon be gone (oh, christmas lights, keep shining on) by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
25 Dec 2025
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Mid-December 2014. Ava’s first Christmas after S.H.I.E.L.D.’s collapse. While nothing about molecular disequilibrium is easy, Bill does his best to bring her some holiday cheer.
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another version of me, i was in it by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), What If...? (Cartoon 2021), Marvel Zombies (Cartoon 2025)
19 Oct 2025
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“Dreams are windows into the lives of our multiversal selves.”
- Dr. Stephen Strange, Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (2022)Three times Ava dreamed about an alternate universe, and one time Bill did.
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underneath the skin, there’s a human (despite everything, i’m still human) by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
20 Aug 2025
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Others at S.H.I.E.L.D. saw an opportunity in Ava’s affliction. They built a containment suit to control her phasing. They trained her as a stealth operative, weaponized her — she stole for them, spied for them, killed for them. All of it was documented.
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S.H.I.E.L.D. has been gone for months. Ava’s cure never came. She’s staying with Bill now, and he’s kind in a way she isn’t used to, but if she’s to have any hope of a pain-free existence, they both need to face what happened in that lab prison. Neither of them are quite ready for the footage.