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ilyuca81 (otherwise known as lucarozanov) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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lucarozanov
if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though
Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.
Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.
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15 Jul 2026
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Ilya has started a new antidepressant, one that he finally thinks is working, but he is still trying to find the right dose for him and every couple of weeks the dose gets changed and he finds himself experiencing a brand new symptom. He has finally put his foot down, asking his doctor to give him more than a few weeks to trial this dosage to see if the symptoms go away as well as just managing his depression, but he's only a week into this dosage and he's just downright exhausted. Permanently, it feels like.
Ottawa News ✅ @OttawaLatest
{Two Photos} Trouble in Paradise? Tense photos emerge of Ottawa Centaurs Captain Ilya Rozanov looking worse for wear following backlash regarding his attendance at his and business partner Shane Hollander's charity camps. Link to article here
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One year after announcing their marriage to the world, people begin to speculate that it’s all going downhill for Hollander and Rozanov after recent appearances feature Ilya looking worse for wear.
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12 Jul 2026
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Nothing by finelinelive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 May 2026
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He looked down at the dirty floor; he needed to clean up. To get rid of the evidence that this had ever happened. Not that anyone was ever coming over anymore, it had been just him for months. He couldn’t bear the idea of someone being in his house, not after… Not after he was the last person here. And he ran away. And that settled something in Ilya about his worth that so deeply told him that that was the end of everything. Of them. Of himself. That he wasn’t worth anything. He was nothing.
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ORIlya knew he was depressed, he feared he took after his mother that way. No one else knew Ilya was depressed, and maybe that was part of the problem. Facing the aftermath and the guilt from failing to kill himself seemed to be a whole other issue. Especially when it came to Jane and Jane finding out what he did.
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12 Jul 2026
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Ilya Without Jane by loudghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jun 2026
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Cliff Marlow was sure of 3 things. The first, was that he had been drafted to the best team in the entire NHL. The Bears were a family, kept in line by a good coaching staff, and a shark of a captain, who kept the locker room in check. No hazing of younger rookies anymore, no tolerance for bigoted bullshit either. The second, was that he was probably hopelessly in love with his regular barista who almost certainly had no idea who he was outside of ‘customer she sometimes casually flirted with’. She was cool as fuck and absolutely not a sports fan, which was Cliff’s usual move, and Cliff was terrified of her. A story for another day.
The third was that… something was wrong with his captain.
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12 Jul 2026
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Sad Boi Ilya by DepressedBlob
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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After the night at the club, Cliff starts an emergency group chat with the other Bears to figure out how to help Rozanov get out of his slump.
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- Part 1 of Sad Boi Ilya Chronicles
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11 Jul 2026
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"Ooh, ooh, what was your first kiss like."
Ilya without thinking responded, "Which one?"
"What do you mean first one?"
"Girl or boy?"
"You've kissed a boy!"
"Have you not?"
Ilya was trying to play it off. Fully realizing he is talking to a man, who plays hockey, and hasn't previously mentioned being ok with people liking the same gender.
Or: Ilya’s been sad, Cliff says they should get drunk. They end up playing 20 questions poorly.
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11 Jul 2026
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you know i think about you all the time (my deep misunderstanding of your life) by yrsaffectionately
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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The entire time Hayden has known him, and known of him, he has been Ilya Rozanov; violent player and serial womanizer. The media was saying those things about a child, and no one had given a shit, because Ilya had never spoken up for himself. He’d never protested their unfounded claims, and he never tried to prove them wrong, either.
Which, now that Hayden knows the things he does, makes perfect fucking sense.
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Hayden finds himself unlearning everything he thought he knew about Ilya Rozanov
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10 Jul 2026
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the profound loneliness [of noticing dysfunction] by Potrix
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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“I want to speak with my brother.”
Shane doesn’t give a single shit about what Alexei Rozanov wants, frankly. He crosses his arms over his chest. “Pretty sure your brother doesn’t want to talk to you.”
Alexei grits his teeth, blowing a frustrated breath out of his nose. “Is, uh, family. Family thing.”
“Ilya’s my family,” Shane says coolly, raising both brows challengingly, “not yours. Not anymore.”
Or: Ilya's brother shows back up after more than a decade of silence. A happy family reunion looks very different.
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- Part 2 of heartache and safety
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09 Jul 2026
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The Hands That Made You by HH_Arrow
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jan 2026
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Ilya has been watching hands his whole life. His father's hands taught him that touch meant pain. His mother's hands were the only gentle ones—until they went cold. Now he has his father's hands, and he's terrified of what they might become.
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- Part 1 of Shake off the shackles my love
- Part 3 of A Formal Study of the Heart
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09 Jul 2026
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gold in the offering by spelling__bee
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Feb 2026
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"You and Svetlana. When you - I mean, you don't have to tell me any details, obviously. But do you use condoms, with her?"
This must be a translation issue, Ilya thought wildly. He'd missed something crucial.
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- Part 1 of prompt fills
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Bookmarked by ashfreya
06 Jul 2026
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Any relief he felt upon first dragging a razor across his skin has now been replaced with annoyance and a pulse of shame as he realizes that he went too deep. He's unfortunately going to have to go to urgent care and get stitches.
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A story of hurt, a story of healing.
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05 Jul 2026
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“So,” Yuna says, as she polishes off her third glass of cabernet. “When are you boys going to get started on kids?”
Shane chokes on his tiramisu.
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Or: Maybe Shane doesn’t want kids.
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- Part 11 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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04 Jul 2026
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“Great,” Ilya says. “Now I get disease from stupid fucking bug. Canada is hellscape.”
Shane rolls his eyes. “So does this mean you don’t want to strip naked with me and inspect each other for ticks?”
Ilya’s head jerks up comically fast. “Wait, wait. Naked?”
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Or: Shane and Ilya go camping and check each other over for ticks. Because they're Shane and Ilya, this does not turn erotic at all.
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- Part 9 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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04 Jul 2026
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Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.
It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.
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Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.
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- Part 8 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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04 Jul 2026
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About Summer by chaentics for inkingbrushes
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Feb 2026
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In 2008, Shane Hollander lost to Ilya Rozanov. Fresh-faced, hungry. Like he’d been living off victory points that were scraps compared to the real thing, compared to beating Rozanov, the first man in the world to make him feel second-best. Back then, he’d thought that was the only thing he felt, too. That the electric pulse jostling between them in the gym some time later was a trick of the mind. It was like seeing sky above for the first time. See you at the draft. Life in that paper body.
or: Ilya comes back. This is the crux of it.
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17 Jun 2026
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I am marrying Jane. by NotTheRegularPsyco
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 May 2026
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Ilya comes out of the closet to Cliff Marlow.
Ilya does not know what to expect.
Marlow surprises him with his reaction.-------------------
I have a personal beef with Rachel Reed for getting rid of Marly and for forgetting about his friendship with Ilya and him not being at the Hollanov wedding.
So i fixed it.
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15 Jun 2026
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anywhere is home (with friends like these) by Powerfulweak, wishfulfiction
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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“Shane mentioned you were trying to beat Ilya’s record in shot accuracy,” Rose says. She has an amused look on her face that transforms into laughter when Ilya raises an eyebrow.
“Just mine, moy podsolnukh?” he asks. “But you are the current record holder.”
“Well… no one’s beaten it in a decade,” Shane says with a shrug.
“But it’s Luca!” Ilya says. “You know he can beat you.”
Luca meets Shane’s eyes. He’d been thinking about it a lot. Probably more than he should have, but his stupid brain wouldn’t shut up about it, how Shane would feel if for some reason he did beat the record. “I am not quite Shane Hollander, though,” Luca says.
Rose hums. “No, thank god,” she says. “I don’t know if the world could handle more than one Shane Hollander.”
or, Luca is invited to his first All-Star Weekend.
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14 Jun 2026
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With You There's No Pretending by r3albatman
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Ilya gets his ears pierced (and something else), and asks Shane a question.
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- Part 2 of (You Make Me Wanna) Buy a New Dress
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10 Jun 2026
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And when you see what I've become (will you love me for who I am, not who I was?) by soul_wanderer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Mar 2026
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Ilya had always been a man. Had always been so sure of it. Had never had any reason to question or doubt this fact.
Until he meets a rookie, who gives him words for something that might have been living inside of him all along.
Ilya has questions.
Shane helps him figure it out.Bookmarked by ashfreya
10 Jun 2026
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let's be who we were already by labeledbones
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Apr 2026
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It starts with Ilya’s nails. Or, at least, that’s the first outward sign that Shane picks up on.
In which Shane supports Ilya as he explores gender expression/gender identity. Set during their first season on the Centaurs together.
Bookmarked by ashfreya
10 Jun 2026