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Hongjoong had tried to suffocate his feelings the moment he understood them. He told himself it would pass. That debut would change things. That being an idol, leadership, demanded sacrifices. That loving one of his own members, loving Seonghwa, was reckless and selfish and catastrophic.
And it was. Just not in the way expected. Because it never passed. If anything, it grew bigger, sharper.
So he did what he did best. He worked. Overworked.
He didn’t look him in the eyes anymore. Because if he did, he might confess everything. And if he confessed—
He would ruin it all.*
Seonghwa knew Hongjoong. Knew the tension in his shoulders wasn’t just about the comeback. Knew the sharpness in his tone wasn’t truly anger. It was something else. Something with him.
But he was tired of guessing what he had done wrong. If Hongjoong needed space, fine. He would give it to the leader. He wouldn’t chase. He wouldn’t beg. He wouldn’t confront him.Not this time.
OR: Hongjoong is facing a very hard period and pulls away from Seonghwa because of his feelings for him and Seonghwa doesn't react because he's tired of it.
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- Part 1 of || I was made for loving you - MATZ ||
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24 Jun 2026
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Seonghwa looks at him with pleading eyes. “Then what is it? Because there is something that makes you choose the studio to sleep, rather than here, your own bed.”
“Seonghwa.. It’s.. it’s really nothing, can we just drop this?”
Seonghwa’s expression closes up, his jaw clenching, making Hongjoong tense up.
“Are you fucking someone?”
“What?!”
(Hongjoong has... a problem. He can't fall asleep without an orgasm. He is managing it by sleeping over at his studio, rather than the room he shares with Seonghwa, so that he can... make himself sleep.
Until one day, Seonghwa steps in, and offers to help.)
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23 Jun 2026
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Wooyoung jokes about what he'd like for his birthday present this year. Or is it a joke?
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19 Jun 2026
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Hongjoong’s dick is going to fall off if Seonghwa keeps up the sexiness this comeback.
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13 Jun 2026
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Hongjoong discovers Seonghwa's secret erogenous zone and he wants to find out more.
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13 Jun 2026