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Sometimes you’ll find that I’m out of my mind by enochianprayer
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
20 Apr 2022
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Castiel returns from the Empty, and Dean worries obsessively. Dean also sleeps on the floor in Cas' room, which he admits is weird, but at least he's sleeping.
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- Part 1 of baby, i'm the worrying kind
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28 Jun 2026
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How can he say more than the words that don’t even capture a fraction of the pain. You were dead. Three words that are too weak to hold up the agony. Cas, you were dead, and you weren’t coming back. I know because I burned the body.
“Okay, alright. You don’t need to speak. It’s alright- I’ll- I’ll just-” and then Cas is holding up a glowing hand that he moves over the vague shape of Dean’s body under the tangle of his bedsheets. “I can’t sense anything wrong. Nothing malignant, or even duress of natural causes. I don't- I don’t know what’s happening.”
Cas, man, it’s actually not as bad as it seems. I think I’m having a panic attack.
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Bookmarked by ataripearl
28 Jun 2026
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After a hunt gone wrong, Dean tends to Castiel’s wounds in the bunker’s quiet hours, the lights dimmed, the world held still, and every breath too close.
What starts as careful cleaning becomes confession, and what begins as fear of losing him becomes something neither of them can pull away from.
In the soft amber glow of the infirmary, the space between them finally breaks open, and Dean lets himself want… and be wanted back.
Slow, aching inevitability melts into something deeper, something hungry, something neither of them can take back, and neither of them want to.
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25 Jun 2026
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A failed heater, no warm water, and a freezing ex-angel.
What starts as trying to keep Cas warm, turns into two idiots finally using their words."You can come closer, if you want to. We always wake up entangled anyway."
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25 Jun 2026
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Two years after the end of the world-that-wasn’t, Dean and Cas have built something startlingly normal in the Men of Letters bunker — a home. A life. A relationship that’s steady, warm, and finally allowed to exist in the sunlight.
But normal life still comes with surprises.
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- Part 2 of SPN One-shots
Bookmarked by ataripearl
25 Jun 2026