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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    This is so so very good

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    Stick to your guns, Ilya thinks. Sex. With Hollander. That’s simple. Straightforward.

    Except nothing about this night has been straightforward. The more time he spends with Hollander, the more he wants him - and not just the sex. He wants it all: the reading glasses, earnest ramblings, moral compulsions. The sweetness Hollander tries to hide. The way he holds back from almost everyone, even from himself, but never from Ilya.

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    or: After Vegas, Ilya knows he should end it with Hollander. He likes trouble, yes. Doesn’t mean he likes feeling scraped raw by wanting impossible things. Then they are marooned together at an airport for a very long, very strange night during which Ilya begins to suspect – shakily, reluctantly – that they might be… something.

    NOW COMPLETE!

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    09 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is so RICH and CINEMATIC

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    After coming out as gay to Yuna and David and launching the “boyfriends” label, Shane comes out one more time, this time as a werewolf. I present to you, 5 times Ilya Rozanov loves his werewolf boyfriend + 1 encounter with a vampire.

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    “Knowing you better could never make me love you less. I want to see you. You've given me the gift of seeing more of you.”

    Shane’s eyes widen at the words. The thought that Ilya not only tolerates, but wants his vulnerability fills his heart with warmth. The thought that Shane’s awful secrets --being a werewolf, and even being gay-- are gifts to Ilya is mind-shattering. Shane wants to give his boyfriend everything at this moment. If Ilya wants to see him, Shane wants to show him.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    SO CUTE AND FUN

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    At an adoption fair, Anya selects Ilya Rozanov to adopt her. But Anya comes with her own built in best friend, a black cat who has selected Shane Hollander as her new cat dad. What follows is, in no particular order: a brief fake dating scene, the animals parent-trapping our heroes, weekly dinner dates so the animals "don't miss each other," cat-sitting, a lot of yearning, and finally a love confession.

    A regular guy AU where an unlikely animal friendship brings Ilya and Shane together (magically? it's unclear).

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    01 Jul 2026