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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    “…Do you think she’s out there?” Mike asks eventually. “Somewhere?”

    Will doesn’t hesitate. “Yes.”

    He has to believe that. The look on Mike’s face all those years ago, desperate- he has to believe it. Everything in his life has been building up to that moment, and Will knows that she's waiting. Just like Will is.

    “…I don’t,” Mike admits, and Will flinches. “I don’t think I ever did, I think maybe I just felt… guilty. She was stuck spending her last moments with me, and I couldn’t- I couldn’t tell her what she wanted. I still can’t, even when I visit her grave. Hopper just… gives me this look, and- maybe if I said things better,” Mike whispers, “she wouldn’t have felt the need to-”

    “Stop,” Will snaps, cutting him off. It comes out sharper than he meant for it to. "That’s not how it works. She loved you, Mike. You were- you're everything to her. She loves you.”

    “Like you did?”

    It's mean, but Mike has always been mean, and it's Will's fault, really, for not being used to it by now.

     

     

    or, Mike lets Will use his body like a canvas, painting on him. Mike tries to be honest, but Will's stuck in his head.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Why does it even matter?”

    “It matters because you lied.”

    “About a stupid painting?”

    “It’s not stupid to me!"

    “Mike! What do you want from me!” The question is desperate and so loud, it fills the entire room, knocking the fight out of them both. Will’s eyes brim with tears.

    It's the last night of his trip visiting Will at NYU and Mike finds something curious in a sketchbook. Before he can face what it might mean for him, he has to find out what it meant (or means) for Will.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    A month in a half after the events of "My Will Is Good," Mike and Will spend a weekend in Montauk, get closer than ever, and navigate life as a couple. Mike grapples with the idea of coming out and what it means to be gay in the 90s.

    Or: Mike and Will have fun in Montauk, do it without condoms, and are really nerdy and in love.

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    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6466

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    19 Jun 2026

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    “Is it cause you used to have a crush on me?” Mike asked, abruptly.

    “What!” It was Will’s turn to blush harder, giving him a glare reserved for Mike Wheeler and Mike Wheeler only. “No. God. That was ages ago. I’ve been past that for a long time.”

    Mike motioned like he’d made his point. “See? So? It wouldn’t be weird.”

    So, Mike likes guys. Fine, Will can live with that. Except now Mike's worried about having fallen behind and would really like some help practicing how to kiss a guy from his also-into-guys best friend. And Will is trying really, really hard to be a good mentor to him, so what is he going to do, say no?

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    14 Jun 2026