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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Shane runs the pad of his thumb against the trimmed edge of Ilya's fingernails one by one. His head is filled with static. Ilya drums a beat on Shane's chest. Shane wants to tell Ilya thank you. Shane wants to tell Ilya that he's sorry. Shane wants to ask Ilya if they have deer in Russia. Instead, he breathes in and out and feels Ilya's fingers tapping rhythms into his bones and wishes for a different life.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.

    Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.

     

    Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob

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    13 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 92

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    Shane Hollander attends the Centennial Anniversary of the first Montreal Vs Boston game at the Centre Bell, in Montreal. Ilya Rozanov, his boyfriend, was also invited but after a series of painful defeats with the Centaurs (the latest against Boston), Ilya is hiding in Ottawa.

    Shane is waiting for the end of the event to drive home to him. He just doesn't know yet that someone else is going to join him on the two-hour drive to the lonely Russian.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Yuna can’t help it. There’s just something about Ilya Rozanov that rubs her the wrong way.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    29 Jun 2026