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Stolas teaches Blitzø the alphabet.
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14 Jun 2026
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Crowley made that purring hum deep in his chest again, as he cuddled close to Aziraphale again. “Okay. I fuck you like a bullet train in every position possible, while talking dirty to you about you being a naughty, spoiled princess. Anything else?”
Aziraphale cradled Crowley close in his arms, leaned his head against the lip of the tub, and thought. His eyes widened. “Yes, there is one more thing.”
“Name it.”
“I believe, when we first discussed this possibility…I recall mentioning something about my prettiest lingerie?”
Even with Crowley’s head buried against his neck, he couldn’t mistake the sly smile in the demon’s voice. “I was hoping you’d remember that.”
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- Part 13 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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07 Jun 2026
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“You know…my eyes weren’t always yellow. Back when I was an angel.”
He felt Aziraphale grow still in his arms. Those beautiful hazel-gray eyes glanced at him. “Yes. I…I never gave it much thought. But…I suppose it did cross my mind. That you weren’t always…like this.”
Crowley glanced up at the ceiling. Their fight at the bandstand in Battersea Park flashed before his mind. I won’t be forgiven, not ever. Part of a demon’s job description, he’d sneered. And Aziraphale’s response: You were an angel once.
Aziraphale knew. But how much had he wondered about?
“Did you…” Crowley started. Stopped. Collected himself. Then, with a burst of courage, he quietly uttered the terrifying question:
“Did you ever want me to be an angel again?”
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- Part 12 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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06 Jun 2026
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Their ending is perfect. There is just one thing bothering Crowley now, and its that they never talked about the whole touching thing.
/aka, Crowley is angsting about the s2 kiss, but Aziraphale keeps flirting with him.Bookmarked by blackxepp21
06 Jun 2026
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Aziraphale was no stranger to pleasure. Ever since he’d first arrived on Earth, and felt the warmth of Eden’s soil against his bare feet, he’d sighed with the unexpected joy it had brought him. Of course it feels good, he’d told himself at the time. It’s part of the Almighty’s Plan. She would not make anything that wasn’t good.
His many forays into sexual pleasure—at least at the start—had been justified in much the same fashion. He was meant to spread Good, and if he could bring delight and satisfaction to an individual human with his own body…well, that was surely a decent thing for an angel to do, right? It wasn’t selfish. It was part of his mission. Surely, Heaven could not fault him for that.
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- Part 11 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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31 May 2026
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His gaze landed on the coffee table, and he groaned inwardly at the only readily-available option that awaited him there. That’s right, everyone: Anthony J. Crowley was desperate enough to try distracting himself from a nightmare…by picking up a book.
But the large, purple tome at the bottom of the stack made him pause. It wasn’t fiction—or if it was, the humans hadn’t caught onto that yet. But it also made him squirm to consider cracking it open. If he was going to distract himself from his traumatic reactions, this was likely the least helpful book to go to.
In the end, he slid the other books aside, and picked up the hefty copy of the DSM-5.
(In which the author is a therapist who also has PTSD, and decides to showcase all her diagnostic skills by projecting onto this poor demon.)
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- Part 10 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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31 May 2026
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Crowley hadn’t been able to truly come to terms with his torture in the first few years; he’d just been reacting to his panic in the moment. Then he’d been working hard to settle into a new groove in his relationship with Aziraphale, to become comfortable with his body and sexuality, to desensitize himself to his worst triggers.
Now he had peace. He was comfortable in his now-overtly romantic relationship with Aziraphale. He wasn’t afraid of his body. He didn’t panic immediately from having his back touched, or turning the lights off.
And apparently, that was the signal for his mind to say, you know what? Time to think about the worst moments of being tortured by angels and demons in Hell. What a wonderful idea.
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- Part 9 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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30 May 2026
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"The rest of the room and the world fell away as their bodies connected again. The demon had removed the angel’s jacket while their breaths mingled. Hands roamed everywhere. The angel’s curves were a miracle in themselves and the firm warmth of the demon’s chest burned Aziraphale’s hands.
As they tumbled onto the mattress, their sighs and caresses were lost to the sounds of the construction just outside the walls of the bookshop."
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What if Crowley crawled to Aziraphale in the alley instead of Jesus? Aziraphale tries to check on Crowley but the visit goes awry when anger and tension mount between them.
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29 May 2026
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“Is that…something you would ever want?” asked Aziraphale. "If it were not so painful?”
Crowley was quiet for a while. Considering. “I don’t know,” he finally said. “I…” He blew out a breath. “I’m happy with what we get up to now. More than happy.” (Aziraphale snuggled closer in agreement.) “But if this is off the menu for me, I want it off because I chose not to do it. Not because they made me so afraid of it, I can’t decide for myself.”
“I have to agree with you,” said Aziraphale. “So, if that is a course you would like to try, perhaps it will take…a bit of reverse-conditioning? Teaching your body to relax, rather than tense, in response to such a stimulus.”
“Mm,” said Crowley. “Yeah. Maybe.”
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- Part 8 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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29 May 2026
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“I wouldn’t say you’re taking steps backward,” said Aziraphale. “Perhaps it’s…more like a spiral staircase? If you look down at it from above, it might look like you are returning to the same place on the circle over and over again. But if you look from the side, you will see you’re actually climbing higher, even as you return to the same struggles. You’re meeting those struggles with newfound knowledge of how to manage them.”
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- Part 7 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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29 May 2026
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For Aziraphale—an angel who found things he loved and clung to them long past their fashionable utility—deciding he needed change was no small feat.
Crowley—a demon who changed his hairstyles every few years like shedding his serpent’s skin—had agreed with the move wholeheartedly. And so, here they were, living out their days of freedom from Heaven and Hell in a secluded cottage in the English countryside.
But, as with any change, it took some getting used to. Aziraphale knew there would likely be a period of adjustment for them both.
If he’d known how calamitous this change would be, he would’ve run back to London the first chance he had.
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- Part 6 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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28 May 2026
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What Blitzø wouldn't give for a blow job. A good, normal, routine blow job without any feelings attached. Just a raw fuck. But with Stolas specifically. Because he didn't want anyone else.
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27 May 2026
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God and Satan are neutralized. The march of destruction has stopped. Now there’s only a universe to restore – if they can suss out how.
And there’s still unfinished business between them.
The thoughtful expression hadn’t left him, and that endearing little frown appeared between his pale brows His hands were doing that thing, too, the one where they got into a little bit of a wrestling match. “Crowley, before we try, in case – in case it takes too much of – um – will you do it again? You know, when you – before I went back up to Heaven, and you said we could be an Us, and – ‘
“Ngk. That – ah – that was wrong of me, angel.”
“No, it wasn’t.”
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24 May 2026
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Aziraphale has an idea to keep Crowley distracted as he reads, but it might be more distracting to Aziraphale.
Or, Crowley likes waiting inside, a cock warming fic.
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24 May 2026
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Pokémon: Heaven and Hell by Supergeek21
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
20 Mar 2026
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Crowley gets hooked on Pokémon Go! while trying to investigate Warlock's non-demonic interests.
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23 May 2026
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As Long as You're Mine by Supergeek21 for redundant_angel
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
07 May 2026
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Before the Second Coming can begin Jesus wanders off. Supreme Archangel Aziraphale sees his chance to end the End of the World again if he finds him first, but he'll need a little help from his oldest friend.
Crowley of course wants to stop Heaven's planned Apocalypse, but a road trip around the countryside with his best friend turned unrequited love while time runs out is driving him mad. When he walks into their hotel room to find Aziraphale perusing pay-per-view porn it's more than he, or their new fragile Arrangement can take.
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23 May 2026
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Crowley couldn’t deny he was happy with how life had ended up. There had been moments of profound stress and fear along the way—but somehow, he’d wound up here, content and at peace.
But tonight, Crowley allowed his mind to wander. And the path it wandered down tonight, was one he hadn’t contemplated for a while:
What if it hadn’t happened like this?
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- Part 5 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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17 May 2026
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What Is Wanted, and What Is Earned by KitCat_Italica
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
31 Jan 2022
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Here’s the thing. Crowley liked his appearance. He’d spent just over six thousand years inside this human corporation, and though he enjoyed keeping up with the fashions of the day, the body itself had never changed. And though the humans might consider some of his traits a bit odd (and other traits a bit eye-catching), he liked it.
But now, after those four years of Heaven and Hell dragging his body through the worst torments imaginable…
It was different.
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- Part 4 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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16 May 2026
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What Is Parched, and What Is Quenched by KitCat_Italica
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
20 Jan 2022
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They were silent for a time, enjoying each other’s nearness and the tranquility they found themselves in. Until Aziraphale murmured in his ear, “I think I know the real reason you’re so happy.”
“Mm?”
A chuckle. “If you will permit me a bit of vanity…”
“Oh, permission granted.”
They giggled together, pressed close and warm and safe. It was everything Crowley had ever wanted.
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- Part 3 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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14 May 2026
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What Is Asked, and What Is Needed by KitCat_Italica
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
28 Sep 2020
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Crowley started picking at the denim on his knees. “I keep trying to shut all their shit out, and when the smallest thing reminds me of it, it’s like I’m back in that cell again. So I think…what I need is to convince myself, one hundred percent, that I’m not there anymore. That it’s only you, not them.”
“So what are you suggesting?”
“That…I dunno, maybe…we could do a little roleplay.”
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- Part 2 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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05 May 2026