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    "I know what a breakup looks like," Daniel says. "The better question is, why are you coming to me about it? I'm the one who broke up your little sham."

    "This is what humans do, don't they?" Armand asks, letting his voice drop. "Crashing on their friends' couches when there's a blip in their romances?"

    "Except we're not friends. We're actually very much not friends." Daniel shrugs, as if it's all the same to him. "And I can't imagine the great vampire Armand deigning himself to sleep on my fucked-up sofa. That thing's been here since the nineties."

    "Well," Armand only says. "I saw you have a guest bedroom."

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    06 May 2026

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    i loved him ( i think ) / shameless / laid before him, stupid lamb in a slaughterhouse.

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    "So are you a Survivor superfan?" He asks—be normal Frank, be normal—walking toward some rocks at the far end of the beach.

    "Huge," Mel says with a wide smile. "What about you?"

    "Me, not really," Frank admits. "I watched a few seasons here and there," —one season, if he's honest— "and I auditioned just for fun," —he hadn't even known that Theo had sent in that stupid video— "and now here I am."

    "Here you are," Mel echoes and Frank finds himself a little lost in the melody of her voice. It's lower than maybe he would expect, but the flow of it is an easy rhythm, a pleasing melody.

    Entrancing.

    "Here we are." Finds it necessary to add on, and the smile that blooms on Mel's face tells him he's said the right thing.

    Fuck.

     

    Or, the Survivor AU.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    it's somehow easier to endure - together

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    Regulus has it all figured out. He keeps men on a rotating roster so none can get too close, works nights as a dancer to make the most of his chronic insomnia, and pushes everything he doesn’t want to remember about the past ten years into the recesses of his mind. It’s easier to pretend none of it ever happened.

    But when James Potter crashes into Regulus’ life with his fancy sports car, wealth beyond measure, and devil’s smile, it marks a switch in the natural order of things. James is a client; Regulus isn’t allowed to fall in love with him. Except James is the first man in a long time who can see past Regulus’ carefully constructed façade, and who could ever resist the temptation of being known?

    Or, this is a story about identity, addiction, self-expression, and love in all of the varying shapes they can take.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    If I could I'd kiss your lips so hard
    Your entire face would bruise
    Write your name in blood on every wall
    It would make the evening news
    I'd chain our fists together
    So that you could never leave
    I'd make you love me so much
    You'd have to ask permission to breathe

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    Just when everything finally seems to be going his way, Peter Parker's life takes a turn for the worse. In the span of two weeks, he accidentally creates a new supervillain, pisses off his best friend, loses his job, and gets stabbed in the back — literally. But that's just Parker luck, right?

    Or: Everything that can go wrong, does. But at least Deadpool's finally back in town.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    i wonder if, wherever you are, the night leans toward you in the same way it leans toward me.

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    When a new position is made in the royal household to oversee the servants, Arthur didn’t think much of it. It was only days later when he noticed the mysterious injuries appearing on frightened servants that the prince decided to go undercover and to find out what is going on.

    Meanwhile, Merlin thinks the newest servant is a mess.

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    Arthur learns what it is like to be a servant and learns some interesting things about his own servant.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    This is how I love you. I am peeling back my skin, layer by layer, so you will finally know everything inside me.

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    It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.

    Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.

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    Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    I looked at him, and I thought, If I was very brave or very honest, I would tell him. I would say it, so he would know it and I would know it, and I could never take it back. But I wasn't that brave or honest, so all I did was look at him. And I think he knew anyway.

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    The first time it happens, Will classifies it as a little accident.

    When he wakes, the morning sun is burning through the window onto their faces, and Mike’s cursing as he stands to close the curtains, stumbling all the way.

    “Scoot over,” he grumbles, voice dry, and for a second Will can’t do anything other than sigh like a lovesick idiot. It’s a second too late for Mike, because he grumbles more words Will doesn’t catch under his breath and then physically pushes Will towards the wall to lay beside him, arm over Will’s middle. A second of silence passes, then Mike sighs, only to whine: “Fuck, my head hurts.”

    Will can’t help it: he breaks down laughing, much to Mike’s offense.

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    Alternatively: five times Mike kissed Will, and one time Will kissed back.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    I have tried to let go of you but I cannot. I cannot stop thinking of you. I cannot stop dreaming of you.

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    There’s a heatwave in L.A., the first time Richie sees Eddie naked.
     

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    One very hot year in the life of two idiots in love, working shit out.

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    27 Oct 2025

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    That’s the thing, I don’t need you to be romantic. You’re my best friend, man, and I’ve been in love with you my whole life, I think, and it’s never gonna stop. So I don’t need you to be anything you’re not, Eds, I just — I just need you

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    “This is gonna sound so fuckin’ stupid, Bev.”

    She lets herself laugh. “Oh, coming from you.”

    “You’re not gonna believe me.” He’s serious.

    “We’ve done a lot of things we don’t really believe.”

    Time’s a flat circle. Someone’s torn a hole right through it.
    Lucky.

    (A technically canon-compliant time travel threequel, featuring a cross-country road trip, the power of friendship, my own gay rage, metatextuality, erotic dishwashing, and an extremely generous definition of what exactly a deadlight is.)

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    23 Oct 2025

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    true friends are those rare people who come to find you in the dark places and lead you back to the light.

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    “Dustin?” he manages, when he finally catches his breath. It’s all he can think to say. Not what are you doing here? Not how did you know where to find me? Not why did you just crash your own car into a lamppost?

    It’s not like Dustin was ever the answerable kind of question.

    Dustin spits some blood to his left and breaks out into an uneasy smile. He limps forward, leaning on Will’s shoulder. His breath comes out in hasty wheezes. “Been driving three days straight,” he says, like that explains it. “Can I sleep in your bed?”

    Then he faints into Will’s arms.

    It’s the fall of 1994. Will starts a new life in San Francisco under a pseudonym, seeking refuge from his past. Dustin works for the feds, clearing up the last ghostly traces of the Upside Down.

    Until the details of a strange new case force him to bring Will in under investigation.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    i wake up like a stray dog belonging to no one. cold, cold, and the rain. friendships outgrown or ruined.

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    Matt Murdock is alone when he chokes on a peanut and dies.

    Three minutes later, he wakes up.

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    03 Jun 2025

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    we make each other alive. does it matter if it hurts?

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    It's harder than Steve ever expected to bring Bucky home.

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    04 May 2025

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    when you come back, you will not be you. and i may not be i.

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    Dean and Cas, a long stretch of highway, and 36 questions empirically designed to make two people fall in love.

    As if they weren't already.

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    04 Mar 2025

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    It is late now, I am a bit tired; the sky is irritated by stars. And I love you, I love you, I love you - and perhaps this is how the whole enormous world, shining all over, can be created out of five vowels and three consonants.

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    Dean takes a really, really long drive to kick fear in the ass. It might just be the best thing he ever decides to do.

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    The seat squeaks, and Dean follows the sound, his gaze trailing down. There—where Jack sat moments ago—is a much tinier version of him. He looks mostly the same, just...smaller and more dimply and cuter, if that's possible. His clothes have shrunk to fit him, so he's casually sitting in a t-shirt, jeans, and scuffed tennis shoes. He swings his feet from side-to-side over the edge of Baby's seat the same way Sam used to in the back, and he stares up at Dean with clear eyes. 

    "Oh," Dean blurts out, eyes bulging, "Cas is going to fucking kill me." 

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    07 Dec 2024

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    I don't want to beg. I know you can feel it, my longing, the aching, my need for love. I don't want to beg.
    But oh god-Oh god, please. Please.
    Love me. Love me.

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    26 Oct 2024

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    I want to be able to call you. I want to be able to knock on your door. I want to be able to keep your key and to give you mine. I want to be seen with you in public. I want there to be no gossip. I want to make supper with you. I want to go shopping with you. I want to know that nothing can come between us except each other.

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    Sirens.

    Those are for ambulances, Izuku dimly remembers. And police cars and fire trucks. Izuku always hopes it’s a fire truck, so he can go to the window and watch it zoom along the street below. He has one, in fact. A fire truck. It has a ladder you can move up and down. His mom got it for his birthday. It’s red and white, and the light on top flashes when you put the batteries in.

    “Izuku! Where are you?”

    Hands reach under him and turn him over. Big and gentle, lifting him off his back, into the air and out of the dirt. He’s folded against someone’s chest. They smell like cologne and smoke, heartbeat steady and slow against his ear. Slowly, Izuku blinks tears away and looks up. It’s a man. With half his face missing, so all that’s left is a smile. “Hello again,” he says and presses a kiss to Izuku’s hair.

    Izuku, ears ringing and limbs weak, opens his mouth and screams.

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    28 Aug 2024

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    will the dream come back? will i know where i am? will there be birds?

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    Padme lives. She runs.

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    Leia is growing in fits and spurts, eating greedily and crying loudly. She stays in a sling on Padme’s chest when they move, Luke held snug in a sling around Obi Wan’s. Luke gets a whole head of thick brown hair while Leia’s is still patchy and bald, but he never matches his sister’s powerful lungs.

    When Padme had been sitting in her high senatorial apartment on Corsucant, holding Anakin’s sweaty hand, she had never imagined she’d be murmuring desperately soothing noises to her fussy daughter while she shot around a corner at stormtroopers, while R2D2 meddles with a ship’s blast doors behind her.

    Luke starts teething on a hot jungle planet where they hunker down for three weeks, sleeping in an abandoned old temple and catching the local wildlife for dinner. Leia takes her first steps in the belly of a Corellian freighter they’ve stowed away on. She wobbles between Padme’s outstretched hands and Obi Wan’s knees and boxes of smuggled luxuries. When she falls down, Obi Wan surges forward, heart in his throat, but Leia laughs.

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    03 Aug 2024

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    I am like a child unable to tell a yellow dandelion From a star. This isn't the wisdom
    That I bargained for.
    What are centuries,
    What is history? I hack out each day
    And it's a century to me.

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    Four years after the birth of the Galactic Empire, Obi-Wan approaches Darth Vader with an offer he doesn't expect.

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    02 Jul 2024

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    (I love you) This love has stayed in my life for longer than you did. I do not know what to do with it. I don't have the heart to kick it out and yet I cannot seem to allow it back inside either. So I let it linger in the doorway; hoping that someday, maybe, it will find its place in my home again, or it will walk out on its own, worn out from staying still, until then, I'll keep on waiting.

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    Pausing the holovid, Mace looked from Anakin to Obi-Wan. "This holovid was taken on planet Revoran two days ago."
     
    In the holovid, the golden-eyed Anakin looked at something just out of frame. There was something distinctly hungry and possessive about that gaze. It made a shiver run up Obi-Wan's spine--because he recognized that look. He'd seen Anakin look that way at Senator Amidala.

    But it wasn't Senator Amidala who stepped into the camera's view. It wasn't Senator Amidala the Sith yanked closer and kissed.

    It was Obi-Wan.

     
    [Obi-Wan and Anakin are sent to investigate the sighting of a Sith Anakin, who appears to be in a relationship with an older version of Obi-Wan.]

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    02 Jul 2024

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    You're trying not to tell him you love him, and you're trying to choke down the feeling, and you're trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you don't even have a name for.

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    Harry spends the summer after his third year living with Sirius and Professor Lupin.

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    02 May 2024

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    But those were other days. I know better now how to handle loss, accept doubt, live with the unknown. I learned to wait for spring. Spring came.

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