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jeonghan can’t pinpoint when it first started. when he started to see the difference between him and joshua. physically, that is. when joshua grew more into his features, was no longer the lanky, still-growing boy from california with the specific accent in his still polite korean, but instead—a man, handsome, muscled, big.
huh.
yoon jeonghan is freshly thirty years old when he’s apart from joshua hong again for one of the longest times he ever has been, when he realizes that joshua hong is suddenly—built like a fucking tank or something.
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12 Jun 2026
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“Indeed,” Jeonghan said, his gaze once again settling firmly on Joshua. “Lord Hong, might I have the honor of the first waltz?”
Joshua blinked. The first waltz? With him? This was an unheard-of breach of etiquette. The first waltz was traditionally reserved for a debutante or a highly favored Omega. And for Jeonghan to ask a chaperone, a known rival family’s Omega no less, was a blatant provocation. His vanilla scent tightened with a mix of alarm and a thrilling spark of excitement.
“Lord Yoon,” Joshua began, his voice carefully level, “I am afraid I am acting as my brother’s chaperone this evening. My dance card must remain regretfully empty, to ensure I am available to guide him through the intricacies of the evening.” It was a polite refusal.
Jeonghan’s smile only deepened, becoming a little more knowing, a little more challenging. “Nonsense, Lord Hong. Surely one waltz will not compromise your duties. I merely wish to congratulate you on your sibling’s most charming debut. Consider it an act of… inter-familial goodwill.” His eyes twinkled with mischief. His coffee scent, usually so controlled, pulsed with a predatory charm that made Joshua’s Omega hum in response.
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11 Jun 2026
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It shouldn’t be this hard to stand in front of him like this. To watch him move, take in air. To watch him smile at other people, talk and laugh with them, while all-too-carefully avoiding looking at him. Jeonghan knew it was what he deserved—he deserved even less, arguably.
He’d expected it. Had spent hours poring over every possibility and knew that this was the likeliest outcome. That Joshua would be willing to exist in the same space as him, but that would be the end of it. That there would be no niceties, no feigned politeness, not even for the sake of appearances.
Because Jeonghan had let him go. Even worse, he had turned him away.
Or: Jeonghan lost Joshua ten years ago. It takes a wedding to bring him back to him.
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28 May 2026
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Yoon Jeonghan returns to Busan in early spring with his husband and a diagnosis he is still learning to carry. Hong Joshua has been there the whole time, fixing broken things, living a life built carefully around an absence he never named. They are thirty-nine years old and they have not seen each other in twenty years, and Jeonghan still remembers his name without reaching.
A story about first love and the town that holds it. About a husband who loves someone completely enough to let them go. About a partner who wants you whole, not in pieces. About what memory chooses to keep when it starts letting things go-- and why.
(Joshua and Jeonghan are endgame.)
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- Part 3 of Loving you quietly
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22 May 2026
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after a late-night practice, Jeonghan and Joshua stop by a convenience store near the Han River for ramen, fishcakes, and boiled eggs. between Joshua insisting that ramen tastes better outside and a panicked employee running outside over an unpaid egg, the night turns into a series of small, domestic moments filled with teasing, warmth, and quiet affection. under the fluorescent convenience store lights, they don’t look like idols at all—just two people hopelessly in love.
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21 May 2026