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Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back.
He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales.
"Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time.
By nightfall, Cas is gone.
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25 May 2026
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When your physical needs are stripped away in a place like Purgatory, it gets harder to drown out other desires.
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16 May 2026
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"Am I the big spoon or the little spoon?"
Dean wants to roll his eyes, but decides it's better not to. "What the hell, Cas? What are you talking about?"
"Well," he starts, even-toned, as he continues to undress slowly before Dean's eyes, "Sam asked me earlier if I was the big spoon or the little spoon."
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15 May 2026
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Bottom of The Deep Blue Sea by arkastadt for Val_A5158
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Apr 2021
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Dazai claims that he is immune to crying. Chuuya bets he can change that.
Or, the one in which Chuuya fucks Dazai until he cries.
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- Part 6 of Prompts/Requests
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12 Feb 2025
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A night of drinking has never ended well for Chuuya, but this, a dank hotel room and one insufferable suicide enthusiast, had to be a new low for him.
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- Part 5 of My BSD Smut Fics
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18 Jan 2025