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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    “Don’t look at me like that,” Suguru said.

    “Like what?”

    “Like you forgot what this is.”

    To the rest of the world, Satoru Gojo is untouchable. To Suguru, he is just the high school ex-boyfriend who calls after midnight when he wants to escape the spotlight. Suguru tells himself he is in control of the situation. He tells himself he’s over it, that inventing fake boyfriends is enough to keep his distance, and that what happens every other month between them means nothing.

    It’s just casual. It’s just sex. That’s what Suguru repeats to himself every single time he opens the door.

    The problem with dealing with the biggest actor of their generation is that, sometimes, his acting is just too good for Suguru’s own good.

    [Modern AU. Actor Satoru. Exes to Casual.]

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    18 Jun 2026

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    He’s calm. He’s cool. He’s not thinking about the shape of Jisung’s mouth, or how well the suit fits him, or the way his eyes lit up just now, or whether he still smells like bergamot and broken dreams of a lifetime.

    He’s fine. This is fine. 

    This is totally, completely fine.

    At least that’s what Minho tries to convince himself about until, from the corner of his eye, catches Jisung starting to walk over.

    Now, he is not so sure. Now, he might actually die.

    Four years of yearning. Two years together. One year apart.

    Minho thought he’d buried the what-ifs– until a wedding, a slow dance, two best men and strawberry champagne remind him just how unfinished some stories can be.

    What begins as awkward glances slowly unfolds into painfully familiar tension. But before they can even think about something new, Minho and Jisung have to untangle everything that pulled them apart.

    or: Minho thinks it’s over between him and Jisung– but some knots simply take longer to tie.

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    15 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    "I can fix this," Satoru breathes out. "If you'd let me."

    "You mean you could fix me," Suguru mouths into Satoru's skin.

    "Yes," he nods unabashedly. He lightly tilts his head up so their eyes meet, needing Suguru to hear him. “Let me,” he begs.

    “Please,” Suguru exhales in amusement, as bitter as the frost embroidered onto the windowsill outside. “You’re so much worse than me, Satoru,” he says, but he’s moving forward and seizing the desperation on Satoru’s lips. “You can’t fix shit.”

    “Merry Christmas to you too, asshole.”

     

    aka Suguru and Satoru meeting up every Christmas Eve for a decade

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    25 May 2026

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    the writing is exquisite😭😭😭

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    So Suguru’s moving to kiss him— big deal. His breath smells like alcohol, and Satoru should find it gross but he doesn’t. Suguru turns his chin just slowly enough for Satoru to change his mind, but all Satoru does it comply, letting Suguru’s hand guide him towards him with mischief in his eyes and a small smile, and it’s just not a big deal, they’re just fucking around: Satoru feels fully confident about the lightheartedness of this moment right up until the very second Suguru slots their lips together.

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    Or: One kiss is all it takes to make the dam crumble, to make Satoru ache for things he doesn't understand. All he craves is to keep taking pleasure from Suguru, and he can't seem to put together why Suguru's indulging him.

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    23 May 2026

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    *ugly cries*

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    Jisung wants Minho to be his new hobby. Learning each tick and hum. The way his bones creak and his breath tumbles from his lips. He wants to become an expert.

    He thinks Minho could be the hobby that sticks. The thing that will finally stop the clock on his humiliating, slow demise— his deterioration into nothing but soil, and dirt, and the dust of flower petals that never grow correctly.

    He’ll have to see.

    (OR: Jisung is saving himself for his step-brother; Minho is home for the summer.)

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    14 Apr 2026

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    10/10 what a masterpiece!