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1 Series by cloudedapathy

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  • Close My Eyes, Close My Heart by cloudedapathy, orphan_account

    Fandom BIGBANG (Band), SHINee
    • Not Rated, Mature
    • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
    • M/M
    • Series in Progress

    24 Nov 2025

    • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
    • Major Character Death
    • Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kim Jonghyun (SHINee)
    • Kim Kibum | Key/Lee Taemin
    • Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon
    • Kim Jonghyun (SHINee)
    • Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P.
    • Kim Kibum | Key
    • Lee Taemin (SHINee)
    • Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon
    • Dong Youngbae | Taeyang
    • Kang Daesung (BIGBANG)
    • Choi Minho (SHINee)
    • Lee Jinki | Onew
    • Reminiscing
    • Fluff
    • Canon Compliant
    • Out of Character
    • Angst
    • liver disease
    • Mental Health Issues
    • Smoking
    • Drinking
    • Up for interpretation
    • Very Minor Alluding To Suicidal Ideation
    • Terminal Illness
    • Retired Idol AU
    • married au
    • Guilt
    • Figuring Out How to Spend Limited Time
    • Past Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon
    • if you want to interpret it that way
    • Abandonment
    • Jonghyun is Just Perfect
    • pretty sure they call this a crack ship
    • Implied/Referenced Sex
    • poorly portrayed liver disease
    • Very Minor Alluding to an Eating Disorder
    • References to MOTTE Era
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