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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    "He Xuan is stuck in limbo, a push and pull. He doesn’t want to leave the bathroom without Shi Qingxuan but he doesn’t have the gall to walk towards them and touch them. He cannot completely abandon his revenge but he doesn’t have the determination, the courage, or the boldness to confront his feelings. So he will stand in the doorway between the bathroom and hallway, between the threshold of hatred and love, never making a decision."

     

    Set right after Shi Qingxuan rescues He Xuan where He Xuan is a little more open about their pining and Shi Qingxuan figures out their identity before the Black Water Arc.

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    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    “I’ll give you two options.” That seemed to catch her attention.

    “What is it?”

    He held up a finger in front of her face, “One: I’ll make you come right now—”

    “Yes!” Qingxuan exclaimed.

    “Let me finish.”

    Another annoyed sound escaped her mouth, crossing her arms over her chest. “Fine.”

    He Xuan rolled his eyes. “I’ll make you come, but when we get home you’re gonna get punished and I’m not gonna be nice about it.”

    (Idk what im doing woop here's some more beefleaf smut)

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    24 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    They don’t speak for a while, He Xuan going back to his quietness and scrolling through his instagram feed and Hua Cheng still with a smirk on his face observing him.

     

    But when Hua Cheng gets a message from Xie Lian and turns to hide his smile at something the other said, he takes a quick glance at the pretty boy who still hasn’t left his spot in front of the closed boba stand, seemingly waiting for someone.

     

    A boyfriend maybe? He Xuan finds himself thinking. He shakes his head and goes back to scrolling again before Hua Cheng notices.

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    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    He Xuan is acting strange this Spring, but Shi Qingxuan isn't in a rush to figure it out when it's led to some of the best and most indulgent sex of her life. Eventually, she gets the answers she's wanted and more, even if she bitterly realizes all too late that He Xuan has tricked her into not drinking for a while, too.

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    19 May 2026

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    But... Is it so bad, to want to believe things could be better? Is it stupid to look at Black Water Demon Xuan and see their He Xuan before any ghost? Because they do. Despite it all, despite the long silence and long indifference, regardless of the knowledge that they're only allowed to come back because he doesn't care enough to make them leave, they have never stopped being able to see him. And behind the cold silence, the pieces of an earnest young scholar haven't disappeared.

    Before death and ascension, He Xuan and Shi Qingxuan were married. The unexpected arrival of shipwrecked cultivator Xie Lian might be the first step in putting the pieces of their relationship back together.

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    17 May 2026