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    Look at that. Another white guy with his little Asian sugar baby.

    Twenty-seven years, and not once has a stranger looked at David Hollander and his son and seen a father. Then Ilya Rozanov sits beside him in a restaurant and a server says, "Can I get anything else for you and your son?" David does not correct him.`

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    30 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ffs why is a hollanov fic making me cry

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    Centaurs Writing Room Week# 3 Prompt: Domestic Fluff

    Marleau didn’t mind. If Boston wanted to pay him seven figures to babysit a hockey prodigy, he'd be happy to sign on the dotted line. He grew up in Nova Scotia, an eldest son too good at hockey to end up working the lobster season. The rougher texture of his upbringing meant that he could hold his own against Rozanov’s somewhat abrasive personality—understood the way that "fucking asshole" could be said with great affection. Marleau at least respected that the rookie had the talent to back up his attitude and could take as good as he gave as far as chirping went.

    Or five times when Cliff Marleau felt like Ilya Rozanov's big brother and one time that he needed to say it out loud. (Updated 6/6/2026)

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    17 May 2026

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    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

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    Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

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    04 May 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    03 May 2026

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    Did actual damage to my psyche. Will read again.

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    The Emperor gives Jinshi an ultimatum to produce an heir. With this ultimatum, Jinshi and Maomao are forced to work through their feelings. Together they embark into new territory: the physical side of their relationship.

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    26 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 70

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    Jeremy is six years old when he gets his first message from his soulmate.

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    08 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jeremy’s soulmate was dying.
    He wiped his palm against his jeans; it didn't change. He made a fist, shook his arm, and opened his hand again. Nothing.
    His soulmark — the mark on his hand that showed where he would first touch his soulmate — was fading. Which meant his soulmate was dying.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Ilya thinks about the last night they spent together, thinks about Shane splayed out on a hotel mattress pleading for his touch, thinks about how they hadn’t even kissed, and it starts as a strange little tickle in the back of his throat. Barely-there. He could ignore it if he wanted.

    Then the intensity grows, flourishes into full-blow irritation, and suddenly he’s sputtering on his Coke and attracting the attention of the woman in the first-class seat across the aisle from him. He thinks it’s just some odd coughing fit, or that he inhaled his soda on accident, so he’s shocked when he feels something soft and smooth and triangular against his tongue.

    It’s not until he spits the object into the napkin he’d received with his drink that he can see what it is: a long, thin, green leaf. A sepal.

    As soon as Ilya realizes what he’s looking at, he’s flooded with dread.

    Ilya's known these feelings were doomed from the start. He never thought they'd literally kill him.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “Kissing. Kissing isn’t sex,” Jeremy said. He wove his fingers into the hair at Jean’s nape, tipped his head back, and brought their lips half an inch apart. “Tell me you agree.”

    Jean closed the remaining distance in answer. At first, Jeremy’s lips were soft with surprise. Then his tongue pushed into Jean’s mouth like an act of ownership.

    Jean knew what it was to submit; he’d been forced to do so against his will plenty. This was the first time he wanted to do it intentionally.

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    Temptation walks into Father Jean Moerau's confessional in the shape of Jeremy Knox.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Is this a prank?” Jeremy finally choked out, his eyes searching Jean’s face for any indication that he had been put into make up and costume.

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    “Prank?” Jean questioned.

    “Like a joke? Is this a joke? Is that fake?” He pointed towards Jean’s stubble.

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    the one where the universe refuses to let jeremy live in denial any longer and time travels him into the future so he can get a glimpse of what his life could be like

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    05 Jan 2026

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    ilya: what if i married svetlana??

    shane: what if i put concealer on my freckles?

    Based on a twitter prompt, where Ilya ragebaits Shane. But, Shane knows the power he holds over his man.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    “...Hollander,” He hears Rozanov say, urgent like it’s not the first time he’s said it. “Shane,” he follows it up with, and that snaps him out of it. He’s never called him that. Shane, reluctantly, lifts his face a little, eyes glazed over as he meets Rozanov’s eyes.

    “What?”

    “You stink,” Rozanov says, concern dripping. “No, you—fuck. You reek. What is—” Ilya’s fingers lift up, tugging at the scent patch, revealing more of the spot beneath it. Even Shane can smell himself at that point. He does reek. Reeks of heat, of Omega, of honey and sweetness, of something that would melt on your tongue.

    Shane reefs himself back. The Omega inside him aches, mourns, whimpers at the loss of contact. It’s needed, though. He scrambles back, hand slapping at his neck to force the peeled patch back down over his scent gland. He backs up till his spine knocks against the bathroom stall.

    “You are in heat at award show? Why would you hide this? Why would you not call out sick? Are you—are you insane? You care this much about trophy?”

    OR Shane goes into heat in Vegas

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Mystery Work

    Part of My fics, Haikyuu
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    31 Dec 2025

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    "You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.

    Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.

    He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.

    Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.

    or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    Inject this into my veins pls

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    “Hey, Hollander, did you see the news about Rozanov?”

    Shane’s head snaps up and he almost gives himself whiplash. It’s deja vu, and it throws him back to that moment last season when Ilya’s father passed and he went MIA. His teammates had speculated, but Shane had known the truth – Ilya’s father had passed and he’d flown back to Russia to take care of family matters.

    “No?” He states simply, because he doesn’t trust his tongue to not betray him. What could Ilya possibly have done that would get him on the news?

    A phone is passed over, and Shane squints against the light and the tiny font of the news article. In big, bold letters the title reads ‘HOCKEY STAR ILYA ROZANOV SEVERELY INJURED IN CAR CRASH.’ It’s accompanied by a generic picture from the Boston news channel, but Shane doesn’t scroll down any further. He can’t. He doesn’t think his brain is capable of any thoughts currently. The phone drops out of his shaking hand and he realizes belatedly that tears are blurring his vision.

    “I gotta go.”

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    OR, Ilya is in a car accident. Shane hurries to be by his side, and outs them in the process. Set during the year Ilya is playing for Boston.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    Neil getting kidnapped, from Andrew's point of view.

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    05 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 94

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    Jean does not know when the mark shows up for certain. What he knows is that during his freshman year in between the first horrible night and the next, the words JEAN MOREAU? JEREMY KNOX. show up on the back of his neck where only the others could see. Thirty minutes later, everyone knew.

    “Yes?” Jean Moreau’s voice is hoarse, tinny through the phone, and his accent shortens the reply by a half-syllable, but it doesn’t matter. Because he is an idiot, Jeremy’s heart swoops into his stomach. Again. Like every other time he hears the word. He takes an embarrassingly long moment to collect himself, breathing out through his nose and ignoring the phantom tingling on the inside of his left thigh. It’s not happening.
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    Or: the first words your soulmate ever says to you are inked somewhere on your body, if you're lucky. Against sense, this does not make things easier for Jean Moreau and Jeremy Knox.

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    30 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This was written BEAUTIFULLY I need MORE

  19. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Stay,” Jean says suddenly. “Don’t go anywhere.”

    “At the party?” Jeremy asks, amused.

    Jean rubs his cheek against him again. It’s a silly habit he only ever seems to do when he’s very sleepy or very drunk. Then he stops, still resting against Jeremy’s jacket. When Jean looks up at Jeremy, he remembers just how big and sad Jean’s eyes can get when he really turns them on him.

    “Stay with me,” Jean whispers. “Don’t go back to San Diego.”

    Jeremy comes home between games with his professional team and takes care of Jean when he drinks at a party. It turns out they both miss each other more than they've been admitting.

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    08 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 89

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    “You didn’t lie,” Jean says with a breathy rasp that Jeremy feels in his gut.

    He tilts his head up to meet Jean’s eyes, only for his boyfriend’s to skitter away off to the side. Huh. “About what?”

    Jean seems to weigh his words, still not looking at him. Finally, he says, “Your mouth. You are very good with it.”

    Jeremy gives Jean his first blow job. Feelings ensue.

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    29 Oct 2025

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