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sit still, look pretty by Trapped in a WIN 95 (Buckets_of_bees)
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
01 Jul 2026
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Seeing her real self succeed with her dreams was, well. a a dream come true.
Unfortunately, Ragatha on the other hand, could feel the pressure building up.turns out you can't bury yourself while you're still alive.
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01 Jul 2026
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“What do you want me to do about it, Chuuya-kun? Dazai won’t learn to swim if he doesn’t drown first.”
The way the man had said it, so cold, made Chuuya suspect he had something to do with all of it, but what proof did he have?
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- Part 1 of Nyx's Soukoku!!
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24 Jun 2026
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“Oww,” Dazai whined, rubbing his hip bone, which had landed on something hard. “What did Chuuya pack in there, bricks?”
“Oh, shut up. Where were you even going? This is the only available room.” Chuuya crossed his arms and leveled Dazai with a glare. “Besides, I’m sure you’ve slept in worse places.”
Dazai gave him a dirty look. “Nothing could be worse than sleeping with you.”
OR the first time Dazai & Chuuya sleep together
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- Part 4 of canon-compliant skk
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18 Jun 2026
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He could’ve gone to Odasaku.
He could’ve gone to Doc.He could’ve gone back to the container, thrown up until he passed out, and called it a night. He could’ve gone under the water and just waited. But his legs were already walking again. And they weren’t going toward any of those places.
Dazai knew this part of the city too well. Knew the slant of the road, the neon buzz of the bar sign three blocks up, the iron stairs past the alley where the dogs always barked. He didn’t need to look up to know where he was going.
He knew this part of the city because—
Because it was where he lived.
delirium drags dazai somewhere he didn’t mean to go. his body chooses chuuya for him.
(or: he should’ve died on the way to the door. survival isn’t the mercy people think it is.)
Hurtcember 2025 - Day twenty-four - Delirium, “Why me?”
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- Part 8 of Hurtcember 2025
- Part 5 of the dove is on morphine
- Part 4 of Morizai my beloved dead dove
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17 Jun 2026
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a cavity shaped like being held by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jan 2026
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Chuuya hesitated, then slowly lowered himself, distributing his weight cautiously, like he was afraid of crushing Dazai by accident.
The pressure hit all at once. Dazai made a soft, startled sound he couldn’t stop, and his hands curled reflexively into Chuuya’s shirt.
“Oh,” he breathed, eyes squeezing shut. “Um—that’s—”
Chuuya tensed immediately. “Too much?”
“No,” Dazai said quickly, voice trembling. “Please don’t move.”
There is no memory of being held. There is only the present: a couch, too much quiet, and Chuuya trying, clumsily, not to make things worse. Dazai discovers the absence inside him has edges. Chuuya discovers he can’t ignore it.
or: touch, for dazai, has always meant violence, restraint, or pain. this is about the other kind—and the hollow it leaves behind once he notices it exists.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-nine - Touch starved, “I need help.”
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- Part 15 of Whumpuary 2026
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17 Jun 2026