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  1. Public Bookmark 86

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    In this universe, when someone meets their soulmate, they both compulsively start calling each other pet names. It's a rare phenomenon. The world is obsessed with it. There's lots of fanfare around it.

    Shane Hollander doesn't want to ever find his soulmate. So much so he gains a reputation for being antisocial. He doesn't care, staying quiet means he'll less likely be outed as gay and his goal of having a professional hockey career can be achieved.

    Ilya Rozanov desperately wants to find his soulmate. So much so, he wants to become a professional hockey player, move to the states, just so he can travel the world and talk to as many people as possible. Because doing so means he could find certain love in his life and he won't have to keep playing hockey anymore.

     

    They make this way harder on themselves than it needs to be.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    Shane Hollander is one person around Hayden Pike and another around his rival and secret lover Ilya Rozanov. He’s tired of feeling like he’s being torn in two.

    A bad collision during the playoffs causes Hayden and Ilya to swap bodies.

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    Yuna and David were worried that Shane's love for hockey might burn him out so they made him try out new hobbies, out of a million hobbies they've tried, skaterboarding's the only one that sticked.

    Skateboarders are a weird bunch, and Shane fits right in that bunch. So he's a bit more comfortable in his skin. A bit more emotionally mature.

    He still plays hockey professionally, but as his past time he loves skating.

    Tldr; Sk8boi Shane Hollander makes friends.

    (Set during the 2000s around their rookie season.)

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    21 Jun 2026

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    If Ilya was hurt, Shane would be the last one to find anything out, because on paper, they were nothing to each other. Less than nothing. Officially, they hated each other.

    The thought of Ilya in that position—trapped on the other side of a locked hospital door, frantic, blind, and treated like an intrusive stranger—made his stomach twist with a violent wave of unease.

    He couldn’t do that to him. He wouldn't.

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    In a moment of impulsivity, Shane makes Ilya his legal healthcare proxy. When he's injured in the infamous Boston game, it takes everyone (including Ilya) by surprise.

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    17 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    After an intervention forces Shane to start opening up, his parents and Hayden become unexpectedly invested in his relationship with Ilya. Shane insists he doesn't have a crush on Ilya. And he's telling the truth—it's not a crush, it's love. His family, however, doesn't need to know that just yet. Between family dinners, old secrets, and relentless teasing, Shane learns that being known isn't nearly as frightening as being alone.
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    Chapter 1: The Intervention
    Chapter 2: No where else to go
    Chapter 3: It's Not a Crush
    Chapter 4: Family Dinner
    Chapter 5: Caught Cuddling

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    16 Jun 2026