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  1. Public Bookmark 97

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    Shane didn’t move for a long moment, just breathed. The way his body only ever seemed to manage when Ilya was with him. The apartment felt safe around them. It was the kind of quiet that made it easy to let things slip through the cracks. And something did slip. A tiny, unconscious shift as Shane nuzzled his head a little deeper into Ilya’s hand. Ilya felt his heart swell with the way Shane softened under him, and a warm pride unfurled in his chest. He kept stroking through Shane’s hair, as if to say yes, this is yours, take it. And Shane let the last of the day drain out of him without a fight at all.

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    Shane being conditioned to a certain word Ilya says

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    clicker training

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    28 Jun 2026

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    It turned out the hockey season was a lot more hectic with a full social life in the BDSM club scene and a fiancé who he could never quite escape from. Not to mention wedding planning? God, Shane was in over his head. All he wanted to do was shut his mind off and be a kitty.

    sequel to 'is just ten year plan to fuck'

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    27 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 68

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    Ilya tells himself that what he and Shane have is just convenient, no strings attached sex.
    But he’s already shaken by how empty he feels after Shane leaves after only a couple of exchanged blow jobs.

    When they finally meet at Shane’s apartment, the façade of casual sex crumbles. Both are nervous and keyed up, and the encounter turns intensely tender. Ilya is careful, and Shane responds with raw hunger and trust. Once the scent patches come off, their instincts and emotions crash together, Shane’s surrender and Ilya’s protective dominance feel like something much closer to bonding than a hook-up.

    In that wordless aftermath, it becomes clear to Ilya that this isn’t just physical attraction or rivalry anymore, he’s already emotionally in too deep, and that scares him more than he can express.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    15 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 96

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    If only—if only Shane can slide back to bed, to fall asleep beside Ilya and wake up beside him, to just pretend that the outside world does not exist. Shane would like to learn the shapes of Ilya’s routines, the things that make him laugh when he is tired, the expression he wears first thing in the morning before he remembers to hide himself from the world, yet safe in the knowledge that he doesn’t need to hide it from Shane.

    Somehow, without meaning to, his mind has leapt much further than that, to tomorrow, and every tomorrow after tomorrow, all the same with Ilya in his arms. Shane realizes, with a careless certainty like a dream, that he can do this forever.

    And oh, isn’t that a terrifying thought? To look at another person and discover that your mind and your heart have begun to create pieces of the future around them without your permission?

    Or: Shane confronts the truth that he has spent years running from, following the aftermath of his disastrous night with Rose. In the stillness of Tampa, he shows Ilya just exactly how much he means it.

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    09 Jun 2026