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    “Breathe, Tommy.”
    Ba-bump
    “Listen, there you go. Listen to my voice. I’m right here.”
    Bump-ba-bump
    “Just feel Tommy, that’s it. Feel my heart. ‘S just the same as yours. Good that, huh?”
    Ba-bump.
    “That’s it, love.”

    “You were dead,” Thomas speaks after a pregnant pause, his voice scratchy and raw from what he can only assume was his own screams.

    It hurts.

    “I had– I had pulled the trigger and it didn’t- it hadn’t missed, this time, Newt. It didn’t miss and you- fuck, ” He chokes out, a sob high up in his throat, the barbed wire digging further and further into his skin. The sobs come out harder, now, violent and unforgiving as they shake Thomas’ broad frame. And Newt— Newt can feel nothing else except for the anger making itself at home in his bones at the fact that Thomas, brave, and stupid, and so very beautiful Thomas was being terrorized by his own mind; its claws digging and forcing themselves into his head, and placing down roots unable to be weeded up.

     

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    Thomas has nightmares. Newt helps. And then some.

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    When Thomas and Newt find the apartment of their dreams, they're also lucky enough to meet Minho, the roommate of their dreams, at the same time. They find their luck might soon run out, however, with nothing but a paper thin wall separating their bedrooms, and with new, unknown feelings stirring inside them.

    Or, the "straight guy worries he's being homophobic to gay roommate, realizes he's fallen in love with him" AU, but make it polyamorous.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “Oh shit,” he wailed, rolling his head back, the heels of his hands pressed to his temples. “Shit. This is it, Richard.”

    “Shut up.”

    “It’s over. We’ve had it. We’re going to jail.”

    “Shut up.” I said again. His panic, oddly, had sobered me. “We’ve just got to figure out what to do.”

    “Look,” said Francis. “Let’s just go. If we leave now we can be in Montreal by dark. Nobody will ever find us.”

    “You’re not making any sense.”

    “We’ll stay in Montreal a couple of days. Sell the car. Then take the bus to, I don’t know, Saskatchewan or something. We’ll go to the weirdest place we can find.”

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    13 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    After a comment on one of his videos, Thomas found himself interacting with someone he never thought would know he existed. Fortunately, he knew how to react. (No, he didn't.)

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    30 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    You were there. The words had stung, and I wasn’t sure if he’d merely flung them my way to hurt me, to volley back an assurance of how little I mattered, softening the blow of my own denouncement of him only seconds before. And yet… as my mind repeated the words, turning them this way and that, they evolved into something else entirely.

    The "you were there" scene goes a little differently and sets a series of events in motion. Snapshots of Francis and Richard finding ungainly comfort in each other as everything unravels in the latter half of the book.

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    05 Apr 2024