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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    Dan and Phil broke up in 2017. Today, Phil is a (slutty) gay media personality with a string of unsuccessful relationships and Dan is a (closeted) standup comedian with virtually no friends. The two of them have history — a lot of it. Stalkers, birthdays, suicide attempts and radio shows. Laughter, tears, codepency, growth. Much time has passed since they decided to put an end to all that.

    When Dan’s manager persuades him to go on Phil’s podcast in order to promote his new tour, the both of them reconnect, just as Dan is contemplating a public coming out. Meanwhile, having once again broken up with someone who wasn’t quite the one, Phil is starting to believe he might just not be made for relationships.

    Phil loved him a lot. A lot, a lot. You look nice today. You’re so funny. Let me touch you. Kiss me, fuck me, I love you. These are things he used to hear every day. They would call each other names until one of them ran out of steam and had to say I love you. Fuck. That prickling feeling behind his eyes again.

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    08 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    “You remind me of it,” Dan admitted quietly. “The moon.”

    Phil’s breath hitched.

    “Dan…”

    Dan and Phil are teachers at the same school. They spend the entire academic year pining after each other. Everyone else around them notices first.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    And then Dan does something unexpected – after weeks of avoiding his gaze, nervously doing small talk with him, talking with everyone around him but never with Phil directly, after hours of trying to ignore Phil’s insistent stare, Dan looks back.

    And his gaze isn’t even challenging, it’s not questioning, it’s downright pleading. His brown eyes are wide, soft, desperate, and there’s a blush rising from his neck to the tip of his ears, and suddenly, the last puzzle piece falls into place and Phil knows what it is.

    “Dan,” he mouths.

    Dan and Phil are broken up. And then Dan shows up to dinner with PJ while in sub drop.

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    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    The AU where Phil stopped posting Youtube videos in the summer of 2009, before he ever knew who Dan was. Phil's life heads into a different direction that leads to the stable life he has at 35 years old. Phil is stuck in an unfulfilling relationship with a busy lawyer. Everything changes when Phil unknowingly inserts himself into a rookie lawyer, Dan Howell's, life. The wheels of fate that stopped moving in the summer of 2009 are in motion again and Phil sees what his life should have been like for all of these years.

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    17 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Phil has loved film for his whole life. He loves the idea of making anything beautiful in the right light, from the right angle. He is finally getting ready for his first major movie, when just before filming begins, his film scorer drops out of the project. Scrambling to find a new musician who will be willing to work for such little pay on his low budget film, Phil finds Dan Howell, a talented aspiring musician in need of work with a complicated past and beautiful brown eyes.

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    13 May 2026