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Just Want to Feel You Breathing by symphie5493
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Ilya takes a hard hit in a game.
Post-Long Game.
Our boys are married and playing for Ottawa together.Bookmarked by eveningstar477
13 Jun 2026
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Ilya was quiet for a long moment. "I'm scared I'm going to end up like my mother."
Ilya is struggling while Shane is on the road with the Metros, and the distance, combined with a brutal depressive episode, leaves Ilya spiralling. When everything becomes too much and the intrusive thoughts won't stop, Ilya takes Anya for a walk - and somehow ends up at Shane's parents' house.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Angst Time
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13 Jun 2026
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i care, i care, i care by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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“If it ever gets bad,” he’d said quietly, eyes serious in a way that made Ilya’s chest ache, “you call me. Or you call my parents. You don’t get to drown by yourself anymore. They love you. I love you and that’s not conditional.”
Ilya had brushed it off at first. He always did. “I am not drowning.”
Shane had just tilted his head. “Promise me anyway.”
And because it was Shane, because the word promise meant something sacred to him, Ilya had nodded.
“I promise.”
(ie. ilya gets sent a photo of irina while shane is in montreal and does the right thing and reaches out for help)
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13 Jun 2026
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with a crowded table by yellobaby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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He makes it to an empty hallway. It’s quiet but he can hear the faraway buzz of usual nighttime hospital noises. He braces a hand against the wall, feeling his pulse thread faster and faster even at a stand still, he ducks his head and squeezes his eyes closed shut as curls fall over his sweating forehead.
He hated the thoughts that circled around in his mind like a vicious whirlpool: of David laying there so deathly still and unwell, of his mother in her own bed, slumped and pale, of his father on that cold, metal table in a quiet Russian morgue. He bit back the bile that rushed up the back of his throat.
He’d never had much luck with his own family back in Russia but he’d been welcomed so openly into Shane’s, embraced by their love, folding him in like he was one of their own — he’d just never really given any of it much thought of what it’d be like to have to lose one of them, too.
or: david hollander has a heart attack and ilya has a lot of feelings about it
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13 Jun 2026
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It has been a disastrous match so far—one of their worst, to be honest. However, the scoreboard turns out to be the least of their problems when one of them goes down, forcing the team to realize that the biggest hit of the night didn't happen on the ice.
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11 Jun 2026
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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
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- Part 1 of all lights turned off can be turned on
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10 Jun 2026
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Escape Velocity by PainAltar
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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Grace is dying. He and Rocky have made it all the way to Erid, but getting an emaciated, malnourished, mentally fragile Ryland Grace down to a planet designed to kill him is not a simple feat. Rocky desperate to bring his friend home with him, but Grace himself might become the biggest obstacle to seeing that dream realized.
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10 Jun 2026
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June of doom day 8 - "don't you dare" / protective by taylor_tut
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026)
08 Jun 2026
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Day 8! Rocky is worried about Grace's arm burns. They have a little heart to heart about what physical touch means to one another.
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09 Jun 2026
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Is This The Worst Trip You Have Ever Been On by 8193927
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
07 Jun 2026
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I wrote this and put it up on Tumblr but realized I'd never mirrored it here, so, here's the AO3 mirror. Takes place in his early post-PhD days of attending conferences and actually presenting his research for the first time. I imagine he tends to stress himself out WAY too much about these things, tank his own immune system because of it, and then pick up convention crud germs all the time. So that's what I wrote.
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07 Jun 2026
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
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07 Jun 2026
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homecoming heroes by agoodghost
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
12 Jun 2026
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“Sorry, bud. It’s going to be a hm… a bit of a pickle to keep me alive.” Grace chuckles.
“Eridians build whatever Grace needs." Rocky chirps. ”Food that taste good and other stupid needs. Grace no worry. Stay alive and happy, Rocky make sure.”
Grace nods, but that familiar fear is creeping up on him. The one that visits him when his head hits the pillow, that makes him feel like he's just stalling the inevitable. It's silly.
All he has to do is not starve on the way to Erid. Then he'll be the only human on the planet. For the rest of his life. Which is not scary at all.
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06 Jun 2026
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Your beautiful body keeps the score by inkandglitter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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What happens when the body releases years of tension?
Ilya has spent his entire life hiding his feelings and emotions. And for a while it worked, but now he is ready to let that go. After years of denying himself, he finally has Shane, and for the first time he can almost imagine what it feels like to belong somewhere. Everything is starting to make sense.
So why does he suddenly feel like he’s dying?
When Ilya finally allows himself to feel deeply, his body begins reacting to years of repression in ways he can no longer ignore.
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06 Jun 2026
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trying my hand at June of doom on tumblr! day one's prompt was "stay down," so i decided to be a lil playful and write a little scene where grace is trying to learn to stomach the taumoeba on the way to Erid. :)
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01 Jun 2026
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Not a Rager by midnighttypewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov comes out to his teammates.
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31 May 2026
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spun out so far by ultravioletdaydream
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.
But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?
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Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.
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29 May 2026
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A Change of Heart by swordsandsadness
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
12 Jun 2026
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On the journey to Erid, Grace and Rocky discuss their respective alien biologies and Rocky learns that a lot of humans don't make it to the average 80 year life expectancy.
Years later, it looks like Rocky is going to learn that lesson again in a more personal way, but not if he has anything to say about it.
Feat: Grace being susceptible to medical misconceptions aka being a little dumb about human medical science (he’s not that kind of doctor, okay?), old man Grace ignoring pain and injury because he’s used to it, worried Rocky, and a peek at daily life on Erid
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28 May 2026
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Suffering in long-distance-relationship hell, Ilya hates to waste any time he gets to spend in the same city as Shane. Leave it to a nasty infection and some brutal medication side effects to throw a wrench in all his plans.
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28 May 2026
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Set in the astrophage research era, Grace gets sick while he's got a lot to do. He doesn't know when to quit, and suffers the consequences. Carl is there to help :)
dessa song title!!Bookmarked by eveningstar477
28 May 2026
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I’ve got this broken habit I keep gluing back together by taylor_tut
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026)
27 Apr 2026
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Grace wakes up with a stomachache that he thinks is anxiety. All day, he brushes off Rocky's concerns, reassuring him that he's fine. And when he's not, Rocky is left alone, unable to fix it. Everything is good in the end!! :)
title, as always, is from a Dessa song! matches to paper dolls. lottssssss of great lines for fic titles in that one. give it a listen!Bookmarked by eveningstar477
28 May 2026
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the tightrope bows with your weight in the center by taylor_tut
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026)
25 May 2026
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A request from my tumblr: "my mind has been absolutely CAPTURED by the idea of a shivery feverish grace bundled up in that huge cardigan having to teach the science team while his voice is starting to give out." so Let's Make That Man Suffer
title is from a dessa song! i've used it before but for a different fandom so it doesn't count. to me
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28 May 2026