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i hate you some, i love you some, i love you when i forget about me by sepulchralsmile
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
11 Feb 2021
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After that night in November, Billy is willing to cut his losses, let sleeping dogs lie, and finally leave Steve Harrington alone. Easier said than done, especially when Harrington asks him to be his math tutor.
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10 Jul 2026
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so much angst and i love it !!
steve asked billy to be his math tutor because he's so obssessed to the man he's not even totally aware of it. it's crazy -
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Billy doesn’t say goodbye. He thunders down the stairs, an approximation of what he used to be, thundering and loud and pissed and he knows that he has bigger problems than the boy he likes who doesn’t like him, but this feels like the biggest problem in the world, right now.
Maybe that’s reassuring. Maybe it’s nice that he’s wondering about a crush or whatever like some boring chick. It’s normal, at least. After the summer, almost nothing in Billy’s life is normal, so. Yeah. It’s nice. Maybe it’s just--maybe it’s just nice.
(It isn't).
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Bookmarked by ey_si
08 May 2026
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He never says you should go. He just says these sentences that should end in so you should go home. Billy always wants them to end in, but it’s fine, you can stay.
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‘I’m sorry’ will never be in Billy’s vocabulary. They are just two dirty words that liars and cowards use. But he knows what it means to be sorry.
Billy picks up a butterfly bandage, holds it between his fingers for Steve to see. Waits for Steve to drop his chin in a nod, and then presses it into place against Steve’s busted eyebrow. It’s the best Billy has to give.
This probably isn’t going to work out. This thing Billy’s been trying to have with Steve since he got to Hawkins. Steve’s got these soft edges where Billy’s all blunt and sharp.
Billy drags his fingertips down the side of Steve’s face, presses his thumb against the scar he didn’t leave, and lifts a brow. “How many fights do you lose, Harrington?”
Steve grins, a half-formed thing that is sharp and sad at the same time. “All of them.”
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05 Jul 2026
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When he rounds the corner into the library, the hamburger in his pocket oozes through the empty slots between his chapped knuckles where they’re scraped pink by late fall.
Billy's got his arm around Nancy Wheeler.
It catches Steve off guard. Knocks his feet out from under him, toes snagging on the lip of the frayed carpet by the checkout desk, so he's got to grab at the book return, smearing ketchup like blood on the mahogany.
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Bookmarked by ey_si
01 Jul 2026
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Sam thinks Castiel wants Dean, and once the idea takes hold, he can’t stop seeing proof of it everywhere: the private jokes, the easy conversations, the way Cas always seems to find Dean first.
What starts as a quiet ache becomes something sharper, until Sam is forced to face the feelings he’s been hiding for Cas.
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24 Jun 2026