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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    "You want me to go?"

    That's the last thing Jack wants. "Stay, please, you know you're always welcome."

    Robby relaxes, and he carries on stirring

    Jack interrupts the quiet once more with the other question that's been on the tip of his tongue.

    "Why haven't you left?"

    Robby freezes. He doesn't turn around, doesn't look at Jack, like it's easier to be honest this way.

    "Because I think if I go, I won't come back."

    ******

    After the end of 2x15. Robby turns up at Jack's house instead of going on his sabbatical and then just....doesn't leave

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    11 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 76

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    “There anything else you wanna do to celebrate, Mohan?”

    “The night is young! You are young, Mohan,” Jack says, bumping her with his shoulder. “Could go bar hopping? Though that might actually send Robby for a loop.” He chuckles.

    Her martinis have hit her. Hard. She’s woefully lightweight; it takes nothing for her to feel tipsy. The cigarette smoke on her tongue tastes acrid, it adds to her mild discomfort. She breathes in another drag, flicks the ash off to the side. Samira feels a little dizzy, but invincible.

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    Jack, Samira, and Robby go to a medical conference.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “I’m- I can’t convince myself to commit to a longer stay,” Robby admits, frustrated by it. “It’d be better for actually getting somewhere with antidepressants, I know, but I feel like once I take away the work and the bike and everything else I do… there’s a clock on how long I can be naked like that. When it runs out, if I’m not back on the right side, I’ll get stuck as nothing, forever.” Robby drops his face into his hand. “Why does this sound like The Little Mermaid?” he moans.

    “Is this the kind of place where they throw a black bag over your head and smash your SIM card, or can I still talk to you?” Jack asks.

    ~After a scare on his road trip, Robby does two weeks of inpatient care in Wisconsin... and you'll never guess who he uses his phone time on~

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    19 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    Robby crosses his arms, hand coming up to cover his mouth. His heart is in his throat.

    No, actually. That’s not true.

    His heart is standing with his hands up at gunpoint in the ambulance bay.

    Or,

    Jack gets shot.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Lifting himself just enough to be heard, Robby shook his head. “It’s not like that, Jack. No evidence needed.”

    “It sure as hell looks like it’s like that,” Jack said, his anger bleeding through despite his best effort to keep himself in check.

    Robby looked directly at Jack for the first time since Jack had arrived. His eyes held a mix of shame and pain, and Jack was furious at the thought that somehow Robby thought he had to excuse the person who’d done this to him. But before Jack could say as much, Robby rocked him to his core by saying, “I asked for this.”

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Jack messages Robby on Grindr. Not that he knows that.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Delusional, this entire thing. Like some Make-A-Wish dream. I'm going to kill myself tomorrow; here's what I'd like for my last day on this mortal plane. To be fucked by a man who hasn't seen him that way in years. To stand in the shower and have someone wash his hair. To eat one last breakfast. To be held. And Jack, pitying him, still, because Robby's always been the one of the two of them who can't handle shit.

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    02 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 83

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    At a crowded attendings bar night, a stupid bet reveals that Jack can be devastatingly charming, Robby can be catastrophically jealous, and that neither of them has successfully processed the handjob they shared in a supply closet during the Clinton administration.

    Unfortunately for them, almost thirty years of unresolved feelings turn out to have excellent stamina.

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    26 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 70

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    When his doctor breaks the news to him, Robby can’t say he’s surprised. 

    He’s not an endocrinologist, but he had put his diagnosis together before even booking his appointment. The hot flashes that left him dazed and sweaty, the random bouts of tachycardia that for once were not anxiety induced, the migraines whenever he smelled something strong enough to break through the haze of his meds -- he put two and two together and realized the warning label on his suppressants finally caught up to him. 

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    10 May 2026

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    Jack woke with a pounding headache. He groaned as sunlight filtered in through his blackout curtains (misleading name, he really needed to get a refund for those). He hauled himself out of bed and steadied himself on his crutches as he made his way to the bathroom. He looked like complete shit—very clearly hungover, sweaty and tired and strung out. He splashed cold water over his face and took an Advil before collapsing back into bed.

    He reached for his phone to check the time. 7:03 AM. Thankfully, he wasn’t working later that night and could spend the day recuperating. He swiped open his phone to check his messages, but was instead greeted by a typo-ridden note written at 2:43 AM.

    rbby has a dikc pericingb

    OR: the one where robby has a dick piercing, and jack has some thoughts about that

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    05 May 2026

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    Robby frowned and looked at Jack. "Is it me or are you now off Monday through Thursday?"

    "Yeah, I figure we can drive out Tuesday morning and come back in time for my shift Friday night."

    Robby's eyebrows rose in surprise. "Did someone invite you to the cabin I rented?" Jack tilted his head and just looked at Robby, silent and expectant. After a long moment, Robby huffed a resigned laugh, like he wondered why he even bothered protesting. "Jack, would you like to come hiking with me?"

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    02 May 2026

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    Robby finally piped up: "Kind of a shame, though. Guy seemed like your type."

    Jack felt himself wanting to bristle, quickly controlling it. Because what the fuck. They'd been entirely wrapped up in each other in the year since Pittfest, Robby finally going to therapy, letting them get more serious than the fuckbuddy deal they'd had going before that. Jack had thought things were going well. "I have a type?" he challenged, raising his eyebrows.

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    02 May 2026

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    "If you really want to know, the hot new thing is an app called findr. It's for bougie professionals who like to pretend they're elevated while slobbering all over each other, so entirely your speed."

    At that, Robby lost his war with self-control and did flip her off.

    Ellis actually laughed. "The vision," she repeated, dark eyes dancing. "findr," she said again, like he might have forgotten. "Go fuck away the raincloud, Robby. For everybody's sake, but mostly mine," she drawled as she sauntered away.

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    02 May 2026

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    "Tell me something that brings you comfort."

    "Something that brings me comfort?" Robby shot back, his tone mocking the frivolity of it, because he never was one to just follow directions.

    "Yes," Gene said, eternally unfazed. "It can be the smallest thing, whatever comes to mind."

    What came to mind was: Pens games, the trails at Frick Park, the rare book collection in the Oliver Room at Carnegie Main, a cortado at Sage Caffe. But what he said was: "Jack."

    ...wait. Shit.

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    01 May 2026

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    After a disastrous Fourth of July shift, Robby does not go on the sabbatical he never planned, but the roof of a building.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Jack just laughed and shoved him a little harder into the door, a visceral, physical reminder: he was in control now. He expected Robby to bitch him out, sharp like he got when cornered—

    Except instead Robby slumped, his breath out almost relief, like all the fight had drained from him. He didn't say anything, just took a few shaky breaths, body shivering under Jack's—

    ...oh.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    “I didn’t say I minded, uh, sharing a bed with you.” Robby scratches at his beard and tries not to look at Jack. It’s hard because Jack isn’t even looking at the road; he’s smiling sideways at him.

    “Don’t worry. I don’t kick.”

    “I think the phrase is ‘I don’t bite’.”

    Jack’s grin widens.

    “That’s the problem. I do bite.”

    Robby fears his recovery is going to feel very long.

    OR:
    The time Jack learns he's Robby's emergency contact through an unexpected appendectomy.

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    22 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 75

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    Once a year, on Robby’s birthday, they drink, they sleep together, and they let it mean something. The rest of the year, they pretend it doesn’t.

    This year, Jack decides he’s done pretending

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    19 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 51

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    Jack has a thing for Robby smoking, or just a thing for Robby. Jury is still out on that one.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    The second that the notification went off, damning and intimately familiar, Jack's head snapped over and Robby, wide-eyed, flushed a deep shade of red as he fumbled with his phone to turn the sound off. Surely he'd misheard. There was no one else around to corroborate, otherwise Jack might've turned to them with a questioning look, a, did you hear that too?

    The blush on Robby's face was telling enough, muttered apologies falling from his lips as he tucked his phone away again, steadfastly refusing to meet Jack's eyes.

    A lot of things crossed his mind at once. Chief among them was the dawning realization that Robby's once-upon-a-time hookup with some guy in college wasn't, apparently, a drunken mistake. And behind it, something darker — jealousy.

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    robby's phone pings with a grindr notification, and jack's normal about it.

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    17 Apr 2026

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