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    “I was trying to be cool about it.” Shane's confession is a quiet whine, muffled into his palms. “Go with the flow, y’know?”

    It’s almost unbearable, how much Ilya adores this perfect, neurotic man. “Hollander,” he says patiently. “You have never once gone with flow. Not ever in your life.”

    There is only one grey cloud in the perfect blue sky of Ilya’s summer.

    His two weeks at the cottage are almost over, and Shane still hasn’t asked him to stay.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “I know Ilya, I’m trying.” Shane tries to hide his exhaustion from his tone.

    “Could try harder, no?” Ilya raises an eyebrow.  

    “I get it, okay?” Shane pushes back, letting his enervation show this time. “I’m trying, but it’s hard. I guess I just need something that sticks. Something to hold me accountable. Consequences.”

    “I can help, with consequences.” Ilya shrugs easily, his voice free from any inclination of teasing. 

    “What, you wanna punish me?” Shane smiles, raising his eyebrows and pulls Ilya’s hand from his thigh up to his mouth to kiss it. “Spank me every time I people please?” 

    Shane can’t help but to chuckle at himself.
     
    “Would that help you?” Ilya’s voice is flat and serious. 
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    Or Shane jokes about needing consequences to motivate him to stop people pleasing. Ilya takes him seriously and offers to help.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    It’d made his skin warm all over again, knowing how the bruises had gotten there, thinking about it. Fucking like animals outside because they couldn’t make it indoors, couldn’t wait to get clean before they’d needed each other too badly and nature had run its course.

    Shane’s entire life is control, control, control. This thing—with sweat and teeth and no definable rules, unravels him in a way that he would never have thought to expect.

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    Or, revelations on the table and a looming two week timer counting down, Shane and Ilya spend some time navigating intimacy more freely than ever before.

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    18 May 2026

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    13 May 2026

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    Could Rose ever dream up a seaside town that Shane would retire to? Could Rose ever crack the lock of Shane Hollander’s heart that was so heavily guarded due to years of hiding and perfectionism? Would she ever memorize poetry in every language just to make sense of Shane and all the atoms that he was made up of?

    or, a meditative character study of Ilya Rozanov as he grapples with the aftermath of the tuna melt scene

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    04 May 2026

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    Sirius is in boarding school, Remus is in hospital, and they don't know each other until Sirius texts the wrong number.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    My intention is for this series to be supplemental to the Heated Rivalry TV series. Each work will be a stand-alone perspective of either Shane or Ilya (and probably a few cameos by ancillary characters) throughout the series. Everything written will always be canon-compliant with the TV show. Any future references I might use from the books may not remain canon compliant if the TV show heads in a different direction. But I don't expect to be writing that far into the future for that to be an issue.

    I am essentially trying to both expand the episode and go deeper into themes, rationales, and actions of the characters. For a multimedia type experience, readers could read these while watching the actual episodes; I do that when I'm writing.

    If you've taken the time to read one or more of these works, I thank you very much for your time and support. :)

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Hayden only recognizes the signs because he’s seen them in Ilya.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    It’s the alcohol, Shane thinks, and all this talk of marrying someone for citizenship, that somehow lands him in Ilya’s bed, role-playing as his newly wedded wife.

    It’s all just pretend, of course.

    Even if Shane and Ilya both enjoy playing their roles a little too well.

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    02 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 33

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    Peter was six years old the summer he met his brother. What he hadn't initially known is that Ted was a ghost.

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    26 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    Teddy Spankoffski was five when he came up with Tinky.

    It didn’t take much longer for him to decide there was something seriously wrong with his mind.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    337 days ago, Steve Harrington realized he liked guys.
    329 days ago, he learned the word “bisexual” from Robin Buckley.
    And 180 days before that there was Eddie Munson.
    Eddie was—
    Well, Steve learned not to focus so much on Eddie in the year he’d been gone.

    Eddie leaves Hawkins to pursue a music career and makes annual visits home for the Holidays. Steve has some feelings about it.

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    25 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 46

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    The three teenagers sit huddled to the back of the interrogation room, each tucked under their own shock blankets in varying stages of comfort. Only Peter looks up at the door’s rusty groaning. His arm is in a sling.

    “Hey, yous,” Ted steps through the threshold. “So, hey, when I said I could come pick you up for whatever, whenever, if you’d just dared to live a little, I didn’t mean at the ass crack of dawn on a goddamn Wednesday while I’m hungover, Petey.”

    “What the fuck did you just say?” Officer Bailey interrupts.

    “Oh, nothing, sir, all classy law-abiding topics of conversation here,” Ted says. “Hey, Petey, at least tell me you’re wasted off your ass and that this was all worth it.”

    “I’m not,” Peter says, voice hoarse.

    “Fucking useless.”

    (Or: the one where Theodore Spankoffski shows up at the police station that night after the nightmare is over.)

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    19 Jan 2026

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    A retelling of Mockingjay from Peeta's perspective

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    13 Aug 2025

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    Regulus is a demisexual romance author who has one big hangup: Smut. After a mountain of bad reviews on his latest novel, an awkward meeting with his publisher, and a conversation with Remus, he decides to take the leap. Unfortunately the only person he really wants to sleep with is James Potter.

    Alternative title: "The art of fucking your brother's best friend six ways from Sunday without falling in love in the process."

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    10 Aug 2025

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    There is nothing worse than watching all your friends die. Except, of course, bouncing from world to world where you do nothing but watch them die, helpless to stop it.

    After making a deal with Webby, Pete is torn out of the fabric of time and space and tossed into doomed timeline after doomed timeline in order to stop a certain ritual from reaching completion.

    Except he fails, and it happens again. And again. And again. Nothing Pete does seems to slow the influence of the Lords in Black from reaching his friends and destroying one world after another. And, despite Webby’s insistence that not all these worlds are meant to be saved, Pete can’t help but try.

     

    SEQUEL TO A DISSERTATION OF THE BUTTERFLY AND ITS HURRICANES

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    02 May 2025

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    A retelling of The Hunger Games from Peeta's perspective

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    10 Apr 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 13

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    Between Life and After is an empty space called the Limen. In the Limen, the Liminal Express runs, its passengers people walking the line of life and death. Every stop is another memory of a passenger, showing them the lives they’ve lived and the actions that led to their deaths.

    Peter Spankoffski wakes up riding the Liminal Express with four other strangers on board. But all those who board will not walk off.

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    22 Jan 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 67

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    Peter Spankoffski’s life is boring and routine and he’s okay with that. Mostly.
    Until, one morning he wakes up minutes before his alarm goes off, nauseous and sweaty and totally fucked. (He just doesn't know that part yet. Shhhh.)
    And then, the next morning he wakes up minutes before his alarm goes off, nauseous and sweaty and totally fucked.
    And then, the next morning he wakes up minutes before his alarm goes off, nauseous and sweaty and totally fucked.
    And then, the next morning he wakes up minutes before his alarm goes off, nauseous and sweaty and totally fucked. (By this point he’s figuring that one out. Good for him!)

    (Alternatively Titled: Pete gets stuck in a time loop. It’s just not, necessarily, his time loop.)

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    14 Dec 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 40

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    What if the thing that Peter Spankoffski treasured most wasn't Stephanie Lauter, but instead his older brother who'd gone missing months ago?

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    14 Nov 2024

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