foxjournals



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Seeking experienced sexual partner (male) to take my virginity (also male). I know a lot about sex, I just haven’t had it. 514-555-1410

    It’s the craziest piece of bathroom graffiti Ilya has ever seen.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,124
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    107
    Kudos:
    1,547
    Bookmarks:
    334
    Hits:
    10,438

    22 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane looked at Ilya in a funny sort of way, eyes flicking about his face. Thinking. Ilya knew this expression well.

    “Tell me,” he encouraged softly. Shane looked at him for a bit longer, weighing something unknown in his mind. Then he spoke.

    “You know, I miscarried once.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,753
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    57
    Kudos:
    1,755
    Bookmarks:
    187
    Hits:
    21,561

    05 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I, uh, came to ask for a ride."

    Luca glanced sideways at Boodram, who was frozen with one arm in his jacket. It truly would have been hilarious, the way they all watched this scene unfold like a car crash, if it didn’t also feel like one.

    They shared a confused glance, turning back when Rozanov’s incredulous “A ride?” rang through the locker room.

    “Yeah, I, uh, figured I could use one since I just…quit the Metros,” Hollander said slowly, heaving an exhausted sigh afterwards.

    In which Shane Hollander overhears his teammates talking about him before a game and ends up in the Centaurs' locker room, asking Ilya Rozanov for a ride.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,371
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    309
    Kudos:
    13,696
    Bookmarks:
    2,334
    Hits:
    92,031

    24 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Again, Ilya feels the shame flare in his belly. He imagines his father across the counter from them, watching this unfold. Watching Ilya be babied by his fucking boyfriend over an injury. He remembered how he’d yell at his mother for babying Ilya, the word soft being thrown around a lot.

    But Ilya likes being babied. He likes watching Shane fuss and frown as he portions out the pills, filling a glass with Ilya’s favorite juice to wash them down with, then bustling up and back down the stairs with Ilya’s favorite pillow and the sleep mask he keeps in his travel bag for planes and hotels.

    He is soft. Weak too, probably. His father’s voice spits through his thoughts, sharp and disgusted. Ilya feels them settle on his shoulders, tug at his spine.

    “You okay?” Shane asks, hair messy from the shower, Ilya’s pillow against his chest.

    His father’s voice fades.

    “Yes, moya lyubov. I am okay.”

    -
    Or, a shoulder injury takes Ilya out for the season ten games into his second year with the Ottawa Centaurs. With one good arm and an empty house, Ilya battles with memories of his parents and his mental health.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,211
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    534
    Bookmarks:
    145
    Hits:
    4,512

    23 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya gripped the envelope tighter. “The MVP,” he began slowly, still staring directly at Shane, “is…”

    Another pain slammed into Shane so hard his vision whited out.

    “…Shane Hollander.”

    The room exploded with cheers and applause . People rising to their feet.

    Shane barely heard any of it. His father hugged him first. Then Yuna. “Sweetheart,” she whispered against his ear, “you don’t look well. I don’t think you should be going up there alone..”

    He couldn’t answer. He stood carefully. Ignoring the concerned look both of his parents threw his way.

    The pressure between his hips was unbearable now. Every step toward the stage felt wrong. Painful. Wet. Why was it wet?

    Or Shane goes into labor at the NHL awards with a son they didn’t even know existed.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,287
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    118
    Kudos:
    4,944
    Bookmarks:
    942
    Hits:
    56,515

    13 Jun 2026