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nausea before the game by briefcased (locked_briefcase_y)
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), AND2BLE (Korea Band)
08 Jun 2026
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"Will you kiss me?”
This is where the illness rears its symptoms. Gyuvin feels it under his tongue. He blinks, his heart sprinting through his chest. “Do what you want.”
“Right,” Ricky drops to his knees with a laugh. Gyuvin doesn’t know if he’s imagining the hollow echo in Ricky’s mirth, but the untethered thought flies away as soon as the other touches him.
In which Gyuvin has been driven sick with guilt ever since he was old enough to realize he doesn’t fit in with the world.
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22 Jun 2026
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emails i (did) send by hopeinabottle for tangerinezzn
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
27 Oct 2024
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FROM:[email protected]
DATE: March 11, 2025
SUBJECT: when i met you
ricky,
i found this website, it lets you write emails to people in the future. i thought it would be fun to send it to you ten years from now. can you pretend it’s just as romantic as sending a love letter? haha
i know we will still be together, but i will ask you questions anyways: do you still have dyed hair? what’s your favorite k-drama right now? do you still make me cut your food for you? i think i’ll know the answers but please turn and tell me anyways.
Ten years after their break-up, Ricky receives an email from Kim Gyuvin.
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Beomgyu shifts his weight, fingers tightening around his keys. "...Do you live here?" He asks, then internally backtracks. What a stupid question. He knows who lives here.
The guy's demeanor breaks momentarily. "Uh, no," he says in a soft voice, straightening to look up at Beomgyu, his business casual suit that's too askew after his long subway ride. "I'm— I'm waiting for my boyfriend." The guy has dimples that show at the slightest twitch of his lips.
or: Beomgyu dislikes his neighbour. It gets much more complicated than that when he starts running into the guy's supposed boyfriend, Choi Soobin.
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29 May 2026
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White horses, dirty cowboy boots, unpaved roads, and an old truck without AC all tell the story of Hao’s first love. He’s seventeen, the summer is hot, and only the moon bears witness to the sweetness of Hanbin’s smile when he looks at him.
It takes only one summer for Zhang Hao to start singing along to songs he swore he would never learn the words to.
It takes eight more for him to realize that it wasn’t the songs themselves that made him want to sing, it was the person who kept putting them on. However, that person has long since stopped listening to music, and now all Hao can do is play them over and over in hopes that one day he’ll want to sing with him again.
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Tell me, what is queerness if not a kind of worship? Its holiness in the ordinary and the ache of being seen under a sun that forgives nothing. Beomgyu was a sun-dipped hostile air that Soobin was ready to take in even if it burned his lungs.
Maybe love is a sin, maybe it isn't. But if God was watching, Soobin hoped he was merciful enough to look away.
Choi Soobin was sent off by his mother to a small, not-so-famous youth camp for the summer. Dull and too wide-eyed, he found himself sharing a cabin with Choi Beomgyu, the needlelike, unreachable boy whose presence seemed to pulse with cruelness. In the stillness between them, a question began to stick around the feverish and honey-thick summer; what does it mean to touch someone you're so afraid to be seen loving?