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Mydei goes to compete at Okhema's Annual Livestock, Hyrbid and Agricultural Show. However, he finds himself distracted by his main competition for best in show, a bull claiming to hail from a remote mountain village, one who is far too good looking, and far too horny, that Mydei can barely concentrate on the competition at all!
After competing against each other at the show, Mydei is horrified (and secretly thrilled) to find the bull - nicknamed 'The Deliverer' - appear on his home terf. Phainon is here to do just one thing, to breed Mydei. And he'll be staying for however long it takes.
Mydei decides to challenge the bull. If he can somehow impress him, then Mydei will let the bull breed him.
He doesn't intend to make it easy.
My attempt at a Cow hybrid AU that very much got out of hand! (Cowdei and Bullnon)
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01 Jul 2026
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Exhaling a heavy sigh, Alhaitham glanced down at the pile of laundry and began feeding the clothing into the washer one by one.
A small pair of sleep shorts. One of Kaveh’s usual flowy shirts. Warm socks. Gloves. A sinfully small pair of red lacy panties -
“Dammit.” Alhaitham threw them into the washer as if the delicate strings were cut from flame rather than cotton, clearing his throat unnecessarily loudly in the empty room.
His fingers flexed in front of him as he thunked his wrists down against the edge of the hamper, skin tingling from the phantom sensation of worn lace brushing against his knuckles. After taking a deliberately calming breath, he reached down once more, abandoning his careful pace in favour of grabbing fistfuls at once - hoping the sheer speed would spare him from getting inappropriately caught up in Kaveh’s delicates again.
It did not.
Or; Alhaitham does Kaveh’s laundry once he moves in, then proceeds to lose his mind.
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16 Jun 2026
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Swindled path that always leads back home by Ragingcereals
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Jun 2026
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Phainon is absolutely adorable, wearing a long sleeved shirt that has a giant, yellow duck over the front and… bright purple pants? His build is small, having chubby arms and legs. But what drew Mydei to Phainon was him having the most stunning eyes Mydei has ever seen. Crystalline blue with golden specks around the pupil, the child stares at Mydei- unblinking for a moment, before turning his head to burrow into his father’s shirt with a muffled gurgle. Something in Mydei breaks, he wants to squish Phainon’s round cheeks- he can imagine how soft it would be.
“He’s turning three this year, isn’t he adorable?” Audata coos, trying to get Phainon out of his father’s shirt. Mydei can see the red blush on the tips of Phainon’s ears. He wants to melt into a pile of goo, this kid is too much for his heart!
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No matter what, Phainon will always gravitates towards Mydei.Bookmarked by helldonism
25 May 2026
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Positive Reinforcement by 10thvertebra (omnislacrima)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
03 May 2026
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"What's wrong, Phai? You don't feel better?"
"It's not that," Phainon answered, pressing a kiss to Mydei's hair. "I think I need some encouragement."
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When an exhausted Phainon is forced to bring his work home, Mydei thinks of a way to help him relax.
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04 May 2026
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Kaveh’s tattoos are praised by celebrities and magazines alike, but somewhere along the path to his success, the meaning bled out of his art. Then, after ten long years, Alhaitham rides back into his life on a motorcycle - rugged, quick-witted, and infuriatingly unforgettable.
With love laced into the ink Kaveh had long since stopped believing in, something beautiful finally begins to take shape once more.
There, standing beneath the stupid Books sign and holding his helmet in one hand... was Alhaitham. He was older and broader - somehow impossibly more attractive - but it was undeniably him.
Kaveh staggered to a halt in the middle of the street and tried to recall how to breathe as he devoured the sight of the same handsome bone structure he had spent years trying to either find or forget - only now more chiseled, more ruggedly defined... more ruinous.
Alhaitham’s eyes, at least, hadn’t changed at all. With a breath that caught audibly in his throat, Kaveh lost himself in the piercing, hypnotic teal irises that he hadn’t seen since their gazes last locked across a study table in the high school library.
“Alhaitham?”
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02 May 2026
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Marry Me, Financially by kittykatara for Amayax, goldnation
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
15 Jul 2025
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With a heavy sigh, Kaveh buried his face in his pillow. All of his romantic ideals, as usual, were quashed by the one man he actually yearned for such affections from - a marriage for the sake of fucking tax deductions.
Though it made sense in a cold, rational way, such a logical and disinterested proposal for Kaveh to willingly sacrifice his heart for nothing more than mora cut deep into his chest. And worst of all... Alhaitham was unaware that Kaveh’s heart could never even belong to anyone but him - that he was already the sole benefactor of Kaveh’s silent longing, having stolen Kaveh’s heart against his will long ago.
Kaveh curled around his pillow as if the soft cotton of his pillowcase could offer a reprieve from the turmoil churning deep in his stomach. He’d long since made peace with his unrequited love for Alhaitham, resigning himself to a lifetime of suppressed yearning - but this? This was torture, plain and simple, demanding mental gymnastics that Kaveh wasn’t confident he was flexible enough to contort himself into.
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30 Mar 2026
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#HESMARRIED is currently trending by tonestorm
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Mar 2026
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Amphoreus Magazine ✓ @amphoreus
Congratulations to @phainon for being our Most Eligible Bachelor five years in a row!
1k Replies • 9K Retweets • 147k LikesPhainon Khaslana ✓ @phainon
Thank you for your votes, everyone! Can’t express just how grateful I am for all your love but, unfortunately, I’m no longer deserving of this title. Haven’t been for a long time actually but I can finally say it because just last week I got married!
27k Replies • 76.1K Retweets • 2M Likesfamous actor Phainon Khaslana reveals that he's married. the internet does what the internet does - it freaks out.
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27 Mar 2026
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Straight-laced by SleeplessAndObsessed
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
21 Nov 2025
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Phainon stands still and silent in the locker room, all thoughts stopped to a halt, while Mydei, unaware, finishes tying up his shoelaces. Phainon’s eyes grow wide and stupid, his mouth agape, all words forgotten, unable to look away. He must be seeing things… Except he’s not. There’s a string of black cloth hugging his best friend’s hip— lingerie, he thinks, his vocabulary reduced to the bare minimum. Mydei is wearing lingerie. Mydei is-
Or: Phainon Is Very Straight
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07 Mar 2026
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You Gave Me a Key (and Called it Home) by strifeless
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
04 Mar 2026
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It had never been this quiet. Now, with only one body occupying the space, it felt empty. The absence of others pressed in from all sides, the loneliness heavy and stifling. Phainon set the laundry basket down slowly, and let himself sit on the edge of the bed. The mattress dipped beneath his weight, unfamiliarly soft.
He felt empty in a way he hadn’t been able to process until then. It wasn’t until that moment that he’d let it all hit him in full. He wasn’t just lonely, but severed—cut away from the routine he’d grown into without realizing how deeply he relied on it.
But he knew this was only the beginning. The tour loomed ahead of them, a stretch of unfamiliar cities and similarly empty bedrooms waiting to swallow him whole. Months worth of nights spent curled into the sheets by himself, without Mydei next to him.Or: Breaking up with the love of your life is hard. It's made infinitely harder when instead of moving on, you're obligated by contract to go on tour with him, and find yourself in his bed. Especially when you haven't had a proper conversation in six months.
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05 Mar 2026
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”You’re right that Aglaea assigned me to a new project–”
“See? I told you–”
“Because she assigned everyone to a new project. Including the analysts. It’s some cross department bullshit.”
Mydei’s eyes widened. He scans Cipher’s face for any trace of a lie but is only met with annoyance and irritation. If what she’s saying is true, then that means they’ll have to work closely with the other department.
Phainon’s department.
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01 Mar 2026
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'Mydei?' Phainon mouths silently, cautious. Confused. The expression Mydei is wearing must be a severe one, because Phainon's concern remains even when Mydei pulls back Phainon's chair and makes to climb underneath his desk, kneeling on the ground, before drawing him back in by the hips.
He watches Phainon's cheeks color, his eyes widening and his pupils dilating. Phainon's soft lips part—opening and closing wordlessly a handful of times.
"Keep playing," Mydei instructs, voice low as he reaches for the waistband of Phainon's sweatpants and unceremoniously tugging them down. Not teasing. Not performing. "Don't stop."
Phainon helps Mydei destress the only way he knows how.
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19 Feb 2026
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a dash of honey by katraa for starsneverlanding
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
27 Jan 2026
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“What is that?”
Oh. Oh no.
“What is what?” Kaveh asks, quickly. Far, far too quickly.
“That.” Alhaitham reaches forward, then. He grabs Kaveh’s chin and directs the other man’s gaze towards three hearts that have drifted off to Alhaitham’s right.
“O-oh,” Kaveh chokes out, torn between mortified and exceedingly overwhelmed. He has some explaining to do.
Kaveh temporarily suffers from a strange illness where hearts appear whenever his emotions are at a high. Lucky for him, those hearts seem to have a thing for Alhaitham. Go figure.
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31 Jan 2026
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When Aphelios accepted Sett's offer to join a band, neither of them could have predicted how profoundly their lives would change, how they would find true love in Heartsteel. But things that seem too good to be true often are. The deeper they fall in love, the more intently the world seems to want to pull them apart, and only time will tell if they can withstand the pressure, or whether they'll take Heartsteel down with them.
Illustrations by @lordmegi. Weekly updates every Friday!
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27 Jan 2026
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Mydei pays their bickering no mind. Instead, he turns to the rapidly approaching group of five and says, “My friends, I want you to meet them.”
Hephaestion. Perdikkas. Leonnius. Peucesta. Ptolemy.
Phainon greets them with a smile. Or tries to. He’s not sure it lands. He knows them. After all, he’s met them before, countless times actually—some rare cycles here and there where they didn’t meet their ends early.
They’re friendly if not wary. Pleasantries are exchanged, words of joyous occasion, but Phainon’s mind is elsewhere, off on a different plane of existence.
Because Mydei smells like them, and Phainon doesn’t like it.
Mydei returns from Castrum Kremnos smelling like foreign alpha. Phainon reacts.
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26 Jan 2026
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Something So Indecent For a Birthday by GalaxyOx
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
31 Oct 2025
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When his birthday comes, all Flins receives is absence of Varka, but a package arrives: a bizarrely crafted tech toy, molded precisely to the shape he knows too well, linked through the leyline.
Something so indecent for a birthday, it probably shouldn’t have worked as well as it did.
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09 Jan 2026
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It's Kayn's birthday, and Ezreal has been waiting for weeks to give him the perfect gift – himself.
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25 Dec 2025
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Uuuuuhhhh happy birthda jesus ig by PhdMast for ezrealducouteau
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22 Dec 2025
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Like.... am i doinf this corrctly?
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25 Dec 2025
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Kayn gets an unexpected text from his bandmate while he's out on a quick run to buy smokes, involving a particular picture of said bandmate in his bedroom, followed by a couple more messages that have him rushing back to the house.
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25 Dec 2025
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“I can see you,” the human says, and his voice is—something. If he were fae, he’d fit right into the Winter Court, with a voice like that, and an outfit that colour. Everything just seems so cold.
“No you can’t,” Ezreal protests, stupidly, throwing his hands over his own traitorous mouth like it might somehow take back the words he’d just said.
“I don’t bite,” the human continues, in a voice that very definitely suggests that he does bite, and worse than that—that he’d like to.
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25 Dec 2025