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“Hollander,” Ilya’s voice is stiff in a way that Shane hasn’t heard towards him in years.
“Ilya,” Shane’s voice breaks, “Fuck I-”
He realizes then and there that he doesn’t have a plan. He doesn’t know what he wants from Ilya. All he knew was that he needed to hear his voice, but he could tell from his tone that Ilya doesn’t want to talk to him right now. Probably never wants to talk to him again, but he picked up the phone, so maybe that means something.
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Shane runs from Ilya post tuna melt, gets in a fight, and ends up getting what he actually wants.
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Hard Launch ft. Buddie by idk_words
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
31 Dec 2025
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Buck and Eddie call into the Hard Launch podcast and go to call where they meet some familiar faces.
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Buddie meets Phan
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the sequel that one person asked for
(please note: Dan and Phil the people do appear in this)
^joke because of the summary of the first fic in this seriesSeries
- Part 2 of Buck Discovers Phan
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“I’m okay, Hen,” He says, turning to face her.
“You look like you haven’t slept in a week,” She states.
“I haven’t,” Eddie admits, “I mean, I’ve gotten some naps in at the station and when I helped Buck at his house the other day, but other than that nothing, I just can’t fall asleep at home anymore.”
“What do you think has changed?” Hen asks; she knows what has changed, but she asks anyway.
Eddie thinks, “My bed is just so cold now. I feel like something is missing. I can sleep at Buck’s, and I can sleep here in the bunks, but for some reason, my bed isn’t comfortable anymore.”
“You think the bunks are comfortable?” Hen asks, looking at him in disbelief. She knows they aren’t, and she’s trying to push Eddie towards the answer, but he’s just not getting it.
“No, it just feels easier to sleep here than at home for some reason,” Eddie says, then yawns again.
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Eddie can't figure out why he can't fall asleep after Buck moves out of his house.
(I added a second chapter to this after realizing that I wanted to add more inbetween the 3 month gap, so if you've already read my fic I've filled in all the blanks if you want to read it again.)
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Buck Discovers Phan by idk_words
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
21 Oct 2025
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Buck discovers Dan and Phil and comes to a realization.
(Please note: Dan and Phil the people do not appear in this story, their videos however do.)
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- Part 1 of Buck Discovers Phan
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Buck Discovers Phan by idk_words
Fandom 9-1-1 (TV), Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
31 Dec 2025
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Two-Four-Eight-One-Oh-Eight (Ilya Hollander. Shane Rozanov.) by callmeautumn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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“Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”
“He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”
Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?
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or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.
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- Part 1 of sailing, sailing
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this is not enough (i am not enough) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.
Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”
“Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.
Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.
He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.
OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.
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- Part 2 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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19 Jun 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
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From Russia, With Hate (Being Traded Was The Only Option) by Svgco
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jun 2026
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CBC News Canada
Due to the ongoing conflict between the United States and Russia, the US has announced additional sanctions against Russia and its citizens. Effective December 31, all US work visas issued to Russian citizens will be cancelled and workers will removed from the country.It look a day for the league to respond.
Official Statement from The National Hockey League
The NHL represents the best hockey players in the world, coming from many different countries, including Russia. In light of today’s announcement by the United States, we are working closely with our Russian players to determine options for their future with the league.Or… Ilya gets traded to Ottawa mid-season, spends Christmas with the Hollanders, and finally comes to terms with his feelings for Shane. All within a week.
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19 Jun 2026