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Samira Mohan is perfect.
She's perfect and he's decided that he needs a million more of her.
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jack loves samira So Much
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23 Jun 2026
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Samira has long known that being friends with Robby is a character flaw. It had just never seemed so damning until now. It itched at her inion whenever Jack stared at her from across the ED. She pushed it away when he emailed case studies, because he was the only person not related to her who emailed her at all. She ignored it because she liked the way his callused hands brushed against the soft skin of her inner thighs and how his warm tongue felt heavy in her mouth. She craved the goosebump tingle that seemed to pulse at every nerve ending, at every millimeter of skin, whenever Jack’s attention focused solely on her at the end of a long day.
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22 Jun 2026
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"You want me," Jack said slowly, "to film you at your worst. As a deterrent."
"Exactly."
"For a hypothetical future pregnancy you're already planning to talk yourself out of."
"Yes."
He stared at her for a long moment.
Then he pulled out his phone.
The way he did it — one-handed, that small focused expression settling into his jaw — she thought, with total despair: this is the problem. This is the fucking problem.a.k.a. Dr. Samira Mohan is going to want to do this again.
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19 Jun 2026
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Samira can't really pinpoint where the desire comes from. Can't say with certainty why the thought of Jack coming home from work, finding her asleep in his bed and pulling down the sheets to ruck up her shirt or drag her panties down her hips makes pleasure spark low in her gut.
Or: Somnophilia
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16 Jun 2026
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She shrugged, biting her lip to hide her glee at his cluelessness. “Well, plus opening acts and driving? Yeah, have fun spending it with your nightcrawlers. Or could you think of something better to do?”
“Yeah,” he said softly.
His eyes tracked her curls splayed across the pillow she had brought from Seattle. He looked over at the bedside table he had bought and assembled before her arrival, now cluttered with her various pill bottles, chapsticks, claw clips, and loose change. He thought of the boxes littering the hallway, and the quiet reality that they were going to spend months, maybe even years, together in this space.
No more hurried conversations in the ambulance bay at PTMC. No more hotel rooms booked just so she could get out of her shoebox apartment to sleep in a king size bed with him.
“I’d rather be here with you,” he admitted quietly, leaning down to press one more kiss to her lips.
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inspired by “ the art of lazying about (and loving)” artwork by @nikinikori on twitterBookmarked by if_only
16 Jun 2026
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“You look like you give a lot- too much.” He mumbles, eyes falling down her shoulder, “Too bad they ran you to the streets.”
She lets out a small laugh, “I didn’t know I was on the streets.”
Her eyes empty at him. There’s a warmness in her stare- swirls of desire, a lot of attention that he’d eat up.
“You got that stray look. It ain’t a judgement or nothin.” His voice slurs in heavy thought.
Fezco and Lexi exchange a look with each other. She’s trying to avoid looking at his arms, she wonders how it would feel to be held by them- he could feel her yearning-
A gape looking for a taste.
-----Intending to kill a guilty pleasure each month, Lexi begins a year long friends with benefits relationship with Fezco.
As the months pass by, sex becomes turbulent and feelings get messy.
discontinued. final chapter is satisfactory (aka — yes, they kiss and make up).
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11 Jun 2026
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Samira thought that if Jack Abbot could sleep with his nose buried in her cunt he just might.
It had been a little strange at first, she'd felt a twinge of not shame per se but… perhaps bashfulness when Jack would gleefully eat her out post-shift and pre-shower.
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10 Jun 2026
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Jack isn’t sure when he first learned about box breathing, but he’s used the concept plenty of times since.
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09 Jun 2026
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“I’m going to Jersey, not the North Pole.” A hum slipped past her lips as Jack snuck a kiss to the back of her neck, “You’re visiting me a month after the program starts.”
“A month is too long.”
“Fine,” Samira shifted on the bench to face him, slipping the shower wand into the metal hook on the wall, “what kind of list?”Jack has plans for Samira before her fellowship in Jersey.
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09 Jun 2026
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Samira’s fingers dug into Jack’s shoulders, her head throwing back as a loud, undone whine caught in her throat. The friction building to an unbearable, beautiful peak.
Beep beeeep. Beep beep.
The sharp and high pitched shriek of Jack’s pager shattered the room, echoing directly from the pocket of the crumpled pants twisted around his ankles.
The sharp, rhythmic shriek of the pager didn’t stop. It just kept piercing the heavy silence of the living room.
Jack froze inside her, his chest heaving, his eyes wide as the cold reality of the ER slammed back into his brain. “No,” he groaned against Samira’s neck, his forehead thudding into her shoulder. “No, no, no.”
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09 Jun 2026
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“Look, I’m not trying to overwork you, or treat you like an attending ‘cause you’re not. But I want at least one doctor working with me who I don’t have to fuckin’ worry about.”
Samira’s only reply comes out as a disbelieving huff.
“So what do you say? You gonna be my rock on the night shift?”
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After the Fourth of July, Samira moves to the night shift. At some point, she starts fucking Abbot. They don’t talk about it. It works, honestly. Well, until it doesn’t.
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08 Jun 2026
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Shame washes her in dusky pink, hidden by the night sky, as her boss and her Hinge-find shake hands.
"Nice to meet you. I'm Jack."
"Likewise. How do you know Sam?" her date asks.
Jack throws her a look, bland and flat, and she doesn't know if she should laugh or die.
(or, three times jack crashes samira's date on accident + the one time it's on purpose)
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04 Jun 2026
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A loud buzzing sounds between her ears. It drowns out the ED, the commentary of the other nurses as Ahmad hits play on a video cued up from a local news’ YouTube channel that reads HOSTAGE SITUATION AT PITTSBURGH BANK in the lower chyron.
The video shows a shaky camera zoomed way far in as, yeah, that’s definitely Jack, walking toward the front doors of a Philly First National branch with his hands held up in surrender.
Or—
Jack’s TEMS shift goes awry, and all Samira can do is wait.
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01 Jun 2026
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Samira starts to say, I’m sorry, and Jack cuts her off immediately.
“Don't you ever apologize to me.”
Warmth spreads from her cheeks down her neck. Abbot finally moves, just enough to get a gentle hold of the back of her neck. His metal leg dings on the concrete like a warning bell. She’s sure he can feel her burning.
“Fever, ‘mira?” Jack smirks and Samira coughs. Jackass.
(or: post 2x10, jack hears about robbys outburst and reaches out to samira to see how she's doing after her shift.)
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31 May 2026
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More than one reasonably good-looking man had approached her, offering to buy her a drink and trying to discuss the presentation she'd given on social determinants of health. It was nice of them to offer, nicer still that her attending position at Presby had come with research funding, but discussing the paper she'd worked on for nearly a year with these men was merely an unwelcome distraction from her clandestine eavesdropping on her ex-boyfriend.
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28 May 2026
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mouth full of blood (like i just flossed) by littlefoolswritings for folklorisms
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo
18 Mar 2023
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Her designation has yet to get in the way on set, in large-part due to most of the crew being Betas, which she believes is common for film and television. Because of—improbable tendencies, paving neutral ground for everyone involved is beneficial.
And this must be the head choreographer she's yet to meet. As suspected, of course, he’s an Alpha prick who only bothers showing up if it’s demanded of him.
(or, the fight choreography a/b/o AU based off this)
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25 May 2026
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Å Eie (å bli eid) by Madismen
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo
29 May 2024
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There are things Aleksander loves.
Alina
There are things Aleksander tolerates.
The diner Alina insists on getting pancakes at after her heat is finished
And there are things Aleksander hates.
Other alphas thinking they can steal his omega
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- Part 4 of Madi's Mini Fics
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25 May 2026
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With her senses so preoccupied, she doesn't register the presence of someone else. Not at first. Not until she feels the warmth of another body settling down right next to her.
In her eyeline she catches a glimpse of two legs outstretched beside her. A pair of the dorkiest brown hiking shoes she's ever seen. One socked ankle, one metal ankle.
Abbot.
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Or, Jack and Samira learn the art of slowing down.
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25 May 2026
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It started the way it always did.
Well, that wasn’t entirely true, Samira corrected her own thoughts. The medium of her mother’s distracted disinterest had changed through the years.
Samira Mohan's parents' approaches to life have shaped her personal and professional choices. Jack Abbot consistently challenges her careful rules.
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24 May 2026
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You take care of Joel after a rough couple of weeks at work.
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24 May 2026