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At Port Mafia Headquarters there was a corner where Kyouka used to hide, where she found traces of another boy who also used to hide from the Mafia.
Or: moments where Kyouka learnt more about Dazai Osamu.
Kyouka and Dazai parallels should be talked about more please!
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17 Jun 2026
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Acceptance is harder than one might think.
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- Part 4 of Counting down the days
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16 Jun 2026
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“Don’t touch me,” Fyodor states, jerking weakly. His hand slips instead, slick with sweat. Dazai’s grip tightens reflexively to keep him from falling back wrong, thumb pressing briefly into the pulse at his wrist.
The traitorous heart within Fyodor’s chest stutters at the contact. He feels it like an accusation.
The thought comes uninvited, vicious and fervent: this body is a failing instrument. Overheated, inflamed, demanding. A sack of damp meat filled with heat and filth and treachery. Fyodor has spent his lifetimes disciplining it, denying it excess, denying it indulgence—and now it dares to betray him like this, flushing and trembling under another man’s hands.
Under his hands.
or: they fuck. that part is easy. this is not.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day one - “Don’t.” (Alt)
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- Part 1 of Whumpuary 2026
- Part 6 of A Hunger With No Mirror
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10 Jun 2026
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“How many bullets are left in here now, hm?” Fyodor said, voice rough, twisting slender fingers over the head of Dazai’s cock. He knocked the barrel of the gun pointlessly against the curve of his waist a couple of times. “Five?”
“What—so you know how many more you have at your disposal to bury into that poor wall?” said Dazai.
Fyodor only laughed, low and throaty. “Mm . . . or maybe you, if you’re good.”
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- Part 2 of mind games, mistakes
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01 Jun 2026
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Another way (destroy me before I do) by AngelitoBloodsherry for laugan
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Mar 2026
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Chuuya makes a mistake on a mission he should’ve never been part of—and now, still injured, he’s on his knees waiting for his punishment. Dazai pulls on the leash until their eyes meet.
“Do you hate me that much?” Dazai asked, voice sweet as honey. Chuuya struggled for the first time. The brunet cradled his cheek, leaning in to lick away his tears. “Enough to destroy the city? Oh, how lovely. I feel the same about you, pet.”
“I hate you,” Chuuya snarled.
Dazai rested his forehead against his and hummed. “And yet you’ll give me what I want.”
“I swear I’ll kill you.”
A shadow crossed his face. Dazai stepped back slowly, circled the desk, opened a drawer, and tossed the muzzle at Chuuya’s feet.
“Do it. Before I do.”
Or: Dazai needs Chuuya inside him to silence the hollow ache in his chest, but asking for it has never been an option.
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28 May 2026