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For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.
Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?
At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
"What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
"One question,"
"And why did you miss it?"
"I misunderstood—"
"You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
"No, sir."
"Then do better."That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.
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20 Jun 2026
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“Ha? That Dazai? That same shitty mackerel is working in a hospital? Are you sure the old fart didn’t see wrong, Boss?” Chuuya stared incredulously at the photograph Hirotsu had taken and reported back to Mori.
“‘Working’ wouldn’t be the right word. He’s interning, actually,” Mori corrected smoothly. “I’d like you to confirm whether it is indeed him.”
WHAT IF: After defecting from the Port Mafia, Osamu Dazai decides to pursue medicine and become a doctor, using everything Ogai Mori taught him as the foundation for saving lives instead of taking them. Determined to atone for his past and keep his promise to Sakunosuke Oda, Dazai tries to build a normal, law-abiding citizen life in medicine.
Unfortunately, fate keeps throwing old enemies, former coworkers, and very strange new people into the hospital where he is interning.
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14 Jun 2026
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Isagi got his colour at 13, his soulmate colour that is. A light ocean blue.
No matter how many times he tried comparing his colour, he never found someone with the same shade.
Until he met Michael Kaiser.or
Yoichi Isagi realises that the blue in Kaiser's hair is the same shade as his soulmate colour, but just assumes Kaiser's is hair dye because soulmate colours only appear in a few strands of your hair, and not as all the tips of it.
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The soulmate colour AU from those gacha life videos you (yes you) watched as a kid.
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11 May 2026
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When Worlds Collide by Hutcho
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Jun 2026
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Ever since hero society has been getting increasingly closer to Yokohama, Mori has been getting more unsteady. They have targeted ability users tied directly to the Port Mafia. Losing them wasn’t just a reduction in manpower. It weakened supply lines, disrupted long-standing arrangements, and shifted the balance of power in Yokohama. And worse, Hero Society was doing it under the pretense of righteousness.
Chuuya and Dazai are sent to UA with a mission, to gather evidence, expose the city’s corruption, and reclaim the control they once held. But navigating this new world proves more complicated than they imagined. Events arise that confront them with their darkest fears. Amid the tension and danger, they catch fleeting glimpses of a normal life. Maybe this would be the closest they would get to an ordinary childhood.
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05 May 2026
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Isagi Yoichi wasn't planning on staying the night with Kaiser, but there he was.
It wasn't like he was in love with him or something.
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Isagi sleeps with Kaiser and is trying his best to be totally normal about it.
(Spoiler: he fails).
Series
- Part 1 of a very kiis collection
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02 May 2026