6 Works by im2silly
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Dazai stands in front of Fukuzawa’s office, and stares at the door, and he cannot bring himself to knock.
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Dazai realizes he wants to get better.
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Akutagawa has always understood his worth in simple terms: as long as he is useful, he is allowed to remain.
Everything else is irrelevant.
Atsushi, unfortunately, does not seem to agree.
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It’s a late summer day. The sun beats down, heavy, unrelenting. Sapping away at what little energy Dazai has left.
He drags his feet all the way. With each step, he thinks, this isn’t it. You can still turn back. But another part of himself knows that though he hasn’t yet followed through, he will. He’s already set his mind on his death; thinking anything else would only be a delusion.
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Dazai visits Oda's grave, and then his day gets worse.
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- Part 1 of necessary growth
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It all comes to head, once again, on an unassuming Saturday morning.
It’s always on an unassuming morning. Because it always is. And today is no different: it is Saturday, and it is 10am, and the sun is shining through the blinds, and Dazai sits up and decides he wants to die.
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Dazai on suicide, once again.
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Xiao will always remember the day another archon saved him. It was burned into his memory against his will, always hovering in the back of his thoughts. And though he knew this wasn’t true, he felt as though it was almost a betrayal to his lord.
He’d let another save him, and he prays that the debt that had put him in would not interfere with his contract with Morax. And his only way to ensure that never happens?
Avoid Barbatos at all costs.
(This does not work out).
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Recently Xiao has not been able to tell his dreams from reality.
With every day that passes he slips farther away, his grasp on the world weakening. He knows he should be worried, that he should tell someone- but Xiao just can’t bring himself to care.
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Xiao forgets, sometimes, the affliction that comes with being immortal.