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    Arthur has never cared about being proper around Merlin because Merlin has never been one to treat him properly. Still, it's rare for Arthur to slip and use his alpha voice, knowing that, even to the beta he believes Merlin to be, it's an overt exertion of power. The few times Arthur has commanded his servant in such a way, he usually orders Merlin to "shut up" or "go away", and Merlin can play it off like he's following Arthur's orders too literally in retaliation, until he's able to find the one alpha that knows about him (thank the Gods for Lancelot!) and convince him to override Arthur's order with his own.

    This time he doesn't get the chance.

    [Merlin gets stuck in Arthur's chambers without his suppressants or his scent blockers. Things turn out much better than he expects...]

    EDITED: 16/4/26 (mostly for tenses, grammer, etc. but the old draft is saved if anyone preferred it)

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    Sometimes, Stiles thought about telling him. It wasn’t even a thought, but a fantasy of him kissing Derek first thing in the morning and kissing him goodnight, of not going into separate bedrooms after a tiring day. He dreamed of making that one step further and putting not only his chin on Derek’s shoulder when the wolf cooked breakfast, but his hands around Derek’s waist, dreamed of taking his hand and threading their fingers, dreamed of kisses and sex and shared life.

    It wasn’t this young puppy love. It wasn’t lust, though it was there. It was a years-long, deep, chronic ache. Bittersweet. Overwhelming. Sometimes, it didn’t let Stiles breathe, and other times it was the only thing that made him do it.

    Stiles’ confession would destroy them, but not Derek. Because Derek would get up and lift his chin again.

    If the alpha was brave enough to cover Stiles’ body from an imminent threat, then maybe it was time for Stiles to get brave, as well. The wounds may never close, but if Derek rejected him… it wouldn’t matter.

    Nothing ever would.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    When the mated alpha pair of Kings Derek and Peter are looking for an omega, so they will be able to have heirs, Stiles offers himself. He’s wanted them for a while and thinks that being useful to them will be enough.

    He doesn’t know they have been obsessed with him for months.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Wolves bit each other all the time. For a bite to become a mate-bite, it needed intent; a foundation of love, desire and trust. So, biting Peter out of spite was a hell of a way for Stiles to realize he was in love with Peter.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Cas loosened his tie.

    Damn, I wonder if he’d wrap that tie around my—NONONO. SOMETHING ELSE. Ghouls, yeah, ghouls are fucking gross, think about ghouls. How many ghoul cases have we worked?

    Dean forced himself to count each ghoul he could remember, hoping that Cas hadn’t been able to read anything.

    “Dean, are you alright?” Cas asked, and Dean damn near jumped out of his skin.

    “Yeah,” he said, as nonchalantly as he could. “Why?”

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    Or, 4 times Dean prays to Castiel, +1 time they talk about it

    Title from Blue Lips by Regina Spektor

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    08 Jun 2026