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    One day, Buck will tell an interviewer that he would be happy to make movies with Eddie Diaz until the day he dies.

    But first, years before that, he sees Eddie for the first time on the set of Chimney’s fifth movie.

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    or, the actors au

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    10 May 2025

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    Eddie falls in love with Evan when he’s nineteen. He falls in love with Buck when he’s twenty-seven.

    And he loves him all the years in between.

    (or the one where Eddie and Buck meet when they work together on Eddie’s uncle’s ranch, and again when Eddie walks into the 118 eight years later.)

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    "You look exactly the same," Eddie says with tears in his eyes. "How is that even possible?"

    "I don't know," Buck says, his thumb swiping across Eddie's knuckles. "I don't understand it."
    He may be the same, but looking at Eddie, Buck can see the years on him. His hair is a bit different, the creases by the corners of his eyes just a bit deeper. There's a new scar on his right hand that Buck hasn't seen before.

    He'd know these hands blind, but it takes him a moment to notice it still. His fingers brush over it once, and then again before he actually looks down and sees the thin golden band wrapped around Eddie's ring finger. Then he just—stares at it, stupidly, for a second. Before Eddie pulls his hands back, and leaves Buck's hanging empty in the space between them.

    "You're married," he says.

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    11 Apr 2025

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    Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.

    But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”

    —you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—

    So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.

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    Against the potential end of the world, Bellamy’s offhand comment about his experience at Mount Weather distracts Clarke more than it should. For once though, she gathers her courage and they have a real conversation about it. Feelings bubble to the surface, exposing what they both feel towards each other. With the encroaching apocalypse, they struggle to find a balance between their emotions and trying to save their people. Now that she knows the truth about how Bellamy feels about her though, Clarke will do anything to ensure they get through this together.

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    16 Feb 2025