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envy
/ˈenvē/
Envy is a painful or resentful emotion that occurs when you lack someone else's superior quality, achievement, or possession, and either desire it for yourself or wish the other person lacked it. It stems from social comparison and is often characterized by discontented longing.Series
- Part 2 of Hetalia fics
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Silence had never been something to fear, in Matthew's eyes. While others spoke of the crushing emotions that smothered them in the quiet, Matthew embraced it with open arms. It was his only companion during hard times- or, well, any times for that matter.
He couldn't remember the last time the stillness around him hadn't been filled artificially (besides Kumajirou), by computers and phones and TV's; he couldn't remember the last time someone had came to him and struck up a conversation themselves- and kept it going for more than a minute.
Embarassing.
___________________________________________Or, Canada cuts a little too deep and Romano has to come save him
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- Part 1 of Hetalia fics
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oh, how i wish that you were mine, and how i wish that i was you by ivantism
Fandoms: Dolly's Factory (Roblox), Roblox (Video Game)
30 Apr 2026
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Watching Meistro- radiant, confident, effortlessly beautiful- made something inside Thim twist. Not because he meant to make them feel small. No, never. It was because he shone so brightly that Thim couldn’t help but see every shadow in themselves.
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But if you're too drunk to drive, and the music is right, she might let you stay, but just for the night by ivantism
Fandoms: Roblox (Video Game), Dolly's Factory, Roblox: Dolly's Factory
26 Apr 2026
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Thim huffed, pulling down his thimble slightly to hide the faint smile on his face. "Go back to your room, Meistro," He repeated, with no real anger. Meistro clicked his tongue in fake disappointment, but he then gave a small, satisfied hum, and tipped an exaggerated bow. “Rest well, Thimothy the Serious."
When the jester walked away, Thim felt lighter, as if a weight had been lifted off their chest. Why, they weren't sure; maybe it had been so long since they had joked with someone like that, that they had been internally yearning to experience it again. Meistro made them feel- what was the word? Elated. Meistro made them feel elated.
_____________________________________________________________Title from "Lover's Rock" by TV Girl
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Just stuff that I write while i'm in this fandom. Fics aren't necessarily connected to each other unless I say so
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Leaving right after breakfast. The constant peeks at his phone, like he was waiting for someone to call. Not staying the night; not staying for dinners of delicious pasta bolognese Italy had spent the entire day making from scratch. He checked his hair as he passed windows and spent longer deciding what colors and cuts complemented him best—once even asking Italy’s help finding new clothes.
Italy had his suspicions for why Germany had been so preoccupied, but he had never considered that he might not be the reason.
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28 Jun 2026
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This— this was going to be the bane of Lovino Vargas's existence. It was not going to be last night. Because that was just his regular life. Hook up with someone and move on. But staying over? His night stand smiling at him brighter than anyone ever smiled at him in his entire life? His night stand making breakfast like they're some married couple? It was not something he thought he'd ever get— not something he thought he'd be worthy of having. And there he was, some-fucking-how
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Lovino is used to hooking up with people, nothing's new with that. So him falling into the bed with Ludwig - his brother's best friend, isn't the problem. It's everything that comes after.
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28 Jun 2026
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It's lonely: returning to a home that is always changing.
Arthur and Francis are two young men with their whole lives ahead of them, but their relationship (or lack thereof? It's complicated) and the unpredictable world around them earmark their outlook on life. They continue walking forward, but they always catch a certain someone in their peripherals. How long will it take for them to find a path that puts them face-to-face?
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23 Jun 2026
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In the 1840s, the British Empire shadows the world, but a bitter quarrel between Wales and England tears open an old wound. In his fury, Wales strikes too deep, and Arthur’s composure shatters. From his own lips falls a confession darker than Dylan ever imagined. Now admiration twists to revulsion, envy to guilt, as Wales confronts the terrible secret at the heart of their island.
"He needed lessons—reminders—that I’m no country to be trampled.” Scotland's gaze drifted past Wales then, focusing on the coat of arms of the British Empire hung above the fire— the rampant red lion of the north and the golden lion of the south, bound together by crown and shield. The firelight shimmered across it, making the lions seemed to snarl, claws poised. For an instant, Wales was struck with the illusion that the centuries had peeled away—that before him stood not the noble of empire. For indeed, Scotland’s teeth bared faintly, something feral flickering across his face, reminding Wales of those shadowed times when his brother’s skin had been marked with woad, blue spirals of warrior tribes winding over flesh like living symbols of defiance.
“Whenever he bared his teeth, I made sure mine cut deeper.”Bookmarked by ivantism
19 Jun 2026
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Mon amour - mon ami; mon rêve - mon ennemi by SugarHigh_Angel
Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga)
25 May 2026
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In the glow of golden lights on the night streets of Paris, a lone man stands above, burdened by his existance as a nation and watching all the human lives below. Wondering if they really have it better, to live a short yet fulfilling life..
After all, they do say 'till death do us part', dont they?
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France and England have a talk on the balcony at night. Thats it thats the fic.Bookmarked by ivantism
12 Jun 2026