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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Well, now what? If anything, he felt out of place here. He didn’t pray as much these days, not much when he was a kid, even less now. What would he pray for anyways? For guidance? For safety? Maybe…

    Awkwardly, he pressed his hands together.

    “I uh— don’t know how I’m supposed to start these but… Can you send me a sign that Derek is okay? I don’t know where he is— I don’t even know if he’s still alive… What if he’s in pain? I-I wouldn’t forgive myself if he was…”

    “Please… it hurts to think that he’s out there suffering while I’m here sitting just fine. I can’t even sleep anymore! I… I can’t…” Tears started rolling down Avery’s cheeks. Here he was, begging for something almost impossible. “Please, I…” He couldn’t even speak anymore, he was too caught up sobbing about this man he’d never met. His head in his hands as he broke down for the first time since what happened.

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    avery breaks down in a church and gets life advice (and a lead to find derek)

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    It's been a week since New Years Eve. School is starting soon, and Avery doesn’t know if his mental health can take it. To make everything worse, there was a strange new student in all of Avery’s classes..

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Freedom is a wretched thing when so few of it can be spent, when the idea of perfection has stripped it from you. Without holiness, Gabriel was dying. Yet, maybe this was a blessing upon him. A blessing of his own will he could perform, and he would perform towards the being who created this epiphany.

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    09 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    An idle mind is an anguished mind's own worst enemy. Or: how to be forgiven and to forgive oneself.

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    12 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    V1 and Gabriel are cuddled up together when, while venting his worries to his partner, his tongue slips. But V1 understands. They always do
    (For my old readers, thank you for your support, i am aware my old fics are gone, they will return as i have them all backed up, but unfortunately not soon, not super far away in the future too though so do not worry)

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    12 Apr 2026