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Sometimes Jo thinks he must have dreamed them up. These people. This life. His heart could burst. They live there in its chambers.
When it's just the three of them, everything goes quiet.
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Before they were them, Fuma always believed that wanting something made you weak. Turns out he was right.
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Sometimes, the three of them take up so much space in his head that he starts to feel himself slipping into the background. Fuma's first mistake was thinking that after getting involved, he'd ever be able to tear himself out of their orbit.
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Nicholas thinks if he hadn’t been with Euijoo that day, he'd probably be dead.
When he closes his eyes he can still smell the smoking mortar. He'd fled Shiganshina because Euijoo had, joined the scout regiment because Euijoo believed in being noble, and stayed because he can’t stomach the thought of Euijoo on a slab. When the wall was breached they'd been lying side by side, hands close, not touching.
And still, after all this time, Nicholas can feel the warmth.
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Fuma cannot bear to accept all the love he receives. So he tries his best to will it away to Yudai, who lends some to Euijoo, who shares with Nicholas, who turns around and hands it all right back to Fuma, every time. It burns like whiskey and he is still learning how to endure it.
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On the eve of his twentieth birthday, Taki had lain beside him on his room's felted wool carpet and nudged his shoulder."Nico, I love you," he said, like his rib cage threatened to cave in.
Nicholas, with Taki's bleeding heart squeezed in his palm, only whispered back, "You'll grow out of it."
And now onto the most terrifying part, what if Taki had done just that?
OR: Taki comes from the future to spend a week with &Team on tour, and clean his bedroom. He ends up ruining Nicholas’ life.
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14 Jun 2026
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this fic proves that everyone needs to be talking about niktak all the time!!¡
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Their dialect coach had once told them that the entire premise of the story rested in their capacities to emulate each other to the point of ritualistic cannibalism. In true method acting fashion, they had started talking like each other outside the set. But then, Fuma had carefully erased all traces of Nicholas on his tongue in a matter of seconds after they were done shooting, and Nicholas was left wondering if his Japanese would remain imprinted by Fuma’s inflections.
Amid their film press tour, Nicholas and Fuma find themselves hailed as the Internet’s new favorite showmance. On screen, they’re perfect. Off-screen? They can’t seem to stand each other.
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26 May 2026
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Nicholas, in the heart of a Taipei summer, is on a one-way path to self-destruction. This is how his world stops spinning.
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Being in love is weird.
Maki wants to be an extension of Euijoo; Euijoo just wants to love him.
Maki thinks they can learn to compromise.
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- Part 1 of Dom쭈 Series
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After all this time, Fuma wonders why he isn't better at this. The first time he kissed Yudai, awkward in their &Audition era, giggling and almost clacking their teeth together in the darkness of backstage. Fuma thought it was his only shot, not only to be on stage but to kiss this beautiful boy. He didn't know to calculate this, years later with so many eyes on them, bodies only sliding together under the cover of darkness of a hotel room or an empty dorm bed.
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16 Mar 2026