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Merlin has fulfilled his destiny. Albion is united and magic is restored to the land- but nothing in the prophecies had mentioned what to do afterward. Merlin's old roles are suddenly filled by people more competent than him, and there is no need for him any longer.
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19 Jul 2026
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Wonderfully sweet and angsty. Well written, well characterised, very fun flow.
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“Perhaps we are doing her a favor then,” he says, pausing to chew the inside of his cheek before adding in a measured, careful voice. “I wouldn’t want to live without my love, either.”
Arthur whips around in the saddle to stare at him, eyes hard and dark, like the storm clouds building on the distant horizon. “What love? You haven’t got a love,” he snaps, like he’s the sole keeper of all Merlin’s secrets.
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Bookmarked by jukoist
18 Jul 2026
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merthur get a sweet reprieve. Also this fantastic bit:
“How dare you—making me think—breaking my heart—” he sputters, eyes fluttering closed, tear tracks on his flushed cheeks for Merlin to lick the salt of.
“M’sorry, I didn’t mean to,” he huffs out, rubbing at the back of Arthur’s taut neck with insistent fingers. “You’re just so. You’re fucking terrible. I love you so much.”
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Arthur didn't speak to him for a week after he found out.
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- Part 4 of Merlin works
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18 Jul 2026
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Shane’s brain cycled rapidly through a half-dozen celebrities, porn actors, Grindr profiles, every attractive bartender who’d ever served him a beer, trying to find a comparison for this level of outrageously concentrated beauty in one person, but he was drawing a blank.
The man—Ilya Rozanov, Facilities Attendant, his badge read—gestured around the supply closet. “I help you find something?”
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Canon-divergent AU set during the 2017-18 MLH season. Shane Hollander doesn’t have a single Cup to his name when he meets a very hot and very annoying janitor who works at the Metros stadium. -
How to Lock Down your Man (the Shane Hollander Patented Method) by aimee_s
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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He is viscerally aware of how fast the time is running out for him to finally land a job that will grant him a visa to stay in Canada longterm, his student one running out in a few months time – right after graduation. His stomach churns at the mere possibility of going back to Russia, even temporarily. Not only because of Russia, not even only because of his family, but also because of Shane.
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Or; Approaching the end of his university degree, Ilya is desperately looking for a job so he can stay in Canada after his student visa runs out. Shane realizes his boyfriend hasn't even considered the most obvious solution. That's okay, though, Shane will let him know.
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Shane says, “You don’t wanna go raw?”
Ilya drops the box of condoms. Looks at Shane. Shane looks back.
“What?”
“Do you want me to commit a felony?”
“I think public indecency is usually a misdemeanor.”
Ilya tries to bite him through his shirt.
“Ow, ow, Ilya, stop that-”
Ilya and Shane are thirty-five, married, and living their best happily ever after—until the plane they're in falls out of the sky and they wake up back in 2009. Of course they fuck about it.
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Bookmarked by jukoist
09 Jul 2026
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have you ever tried this one? by shaneismo for antialuno
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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They met regularly in between games, and when they didn’t meet, Ilya came back to the same boring documentary. “This is Shane Hollander’s fortress of solitude,” the TV announced and his dick already knew what it meant.
He seemed to never get tired of watching how his muscles tensed around his thighs when he pushed his hips in the air, or how his toned arms looked fucking strong stretched like that. Ilya was sure Shane picked those boring ass clothes with nothing in his mind in particular, but fuck, that tight shorts looked so tiny on him–
And there he was. Cumming again, like a teenager, watching Shane Hollander show his yoga skills for a lame documentary.
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Ilya tests Shane's flexibility since he hasn't got the balls to tell him he would like to see him do yoga positions for him
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“We didn’t kiss.”
Saying the words felt like a boulder had been lifted off his chest for a few blissful seconds before a whole mountain crashed down to take its place. What the fuck was he thinking? Saying something so pathetic, so needy, so utterly stupid over something so insignificant? Heat flooded his face, a different kind of shame, fresh and hot.
(or, I was mad that Shane never got any reassurance or apology for the Vegas humiliation ritual and "we didn't even kiss")
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- Part 7 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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Bookmarked by jukoist
25 May 2026
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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“Hollander,” he scolds, going to collect Shane’s jeans and underwear to fold them so that the world doesn’t break or something. “What are you doing?”
“Giving you a new pack, idiot. Take your pants off.”
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Ilya is being sent back to Russia to take over as Rozanov pack alpha. Unless he can find a new pack first.
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16 Apr 2026
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Buck exhales, holding a sob back. His hand shakes over his mouth, and Eddie stays silent. “I used to be homeless, you know.” He sniffs, shaking his head. He can feel Eddie’s gaze on him. “But, Eddie—I can’t be that brave again. I don’t wanna stay at another homeless shelter and get kicked out in the afternoons and go to church because I have no where else to stay and at least they have heating.
“I just—I need this. I need to stay. Here. I need to stay here, and you need to say that’s okay, because I’m not strong enough to handle that again. ‘M not.”
or: Eddie comes back from Texas, and Buck starts to feel weird about living in his house. For more than one reason.
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At the age of 22, Shane Hollander has never had sex. Not because he doesn't want to, but because he's strict about only sleeping with someone he's truly committed to. Except for the past few months he's regularly making out with Ilya Rozanov, his best friend of three years, and it drives Ilya so crazy that Shane lets him go jerk off in the bathroom after nothing more than just kissing. But as the weeks pass and the want between them grows, Shane starts to realize that the person he's been waiting for might have been there all along.
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31 Mar 2026
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20 Mar 2026
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sit, stay, down, come by sohardtosay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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Ilya has been very good today. Shane decides to give him a reward.
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return of spontaneous circulation by blongblong
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jan 2026
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paramedics!hollanov verse. (it’s mostly porn)
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Till the heavens stop the rain by oscartony
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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He reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind Shane’s ear and tries to approach the subject again. “Will you not tell me what is wrong, moy lyubimyy? You know you do not have to put on brave face and pretend? At stadium, yes, I understand you maybe do not want to tell, want everyone to think you are tough and strong, do not get hurt. But this is our home. Who do you have to pretend for here?”
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OR: Shane is trying to hide a minor injury after a game, but Ilya just wants to make him feel good.
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to dream another sunset with you by kenopsia (indie)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jan 2026
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Ilya seems to consider this, but only briefly. "If we do not have baby, next time it would be you, probably," he says. Shane considers it and he must not be able to keep it off of his face. Ilya continues: "Yes. I thought this. I also thought — our child — inside of you, she is looking for snack, and you are at the fridge going, kale, kale, salmon, sushi…"
"I don't think you can have sushi while pregnant," Shane says.
"You would know this and you would go for the kale. It is too sad to think of." Ilya says with an exaggerated frown, and then shakes his head like a wet dog, dislodging the picture. "No, to ensure our child has normal taste, I must be in charge of her. She will come out of my womb looking for carbs. Not afraid of sauerkraut, or sour cream. Dipping sauce."
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03 Mar 2026
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Skin to Skin by hoko_onchi for St_Lispenard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s eyebrows raise. “This is a thing you want? For me to come inside you?”
“Yeah—yeah.” Shane clears his throat. “It’s hot. Isn’t it?”
“Can you not decide whether bare cock in your ass is hot?”
“Fuck you. See if I let you—”
Ilya takes Shane’s hand and presses a quiet kiss to his wrist, then the center of his palm. “You will let me.”
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Or: Shane asks Ilya to fuck him without a condom.
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- Part 1 of The Cottage
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“Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”
“Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.
“We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”
Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.
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21 Feb 2026
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i'll only let sunshine kiss by Acinonyx1
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Dec 2025
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Shane had known of Ilya Rozanov since his cottage stood on the shores of the lake.
The creature had yanked him off his jetski one summer. And whilst Shane had flailed, sure he'd met his end - via drowning or mauling yet to be determined - Ilya had brought him back to the surface, laughed as water had streamed from Shane's nose, tapped his freckles and disappeared.
Now, many years later, Ilya lounges on Shane's dock, a burger held in his webbed hands and a frown on his face.
Or, a hockey player by the name of Ilya Rozanov does not exist. But a merman that inhabits a lake in Ottawa does.
Bookmarked by jukoist
21 Feb 2026