kaiishere
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
L wins and ends up with Light as his prisoner. But the prisoner takes a strange sort of advantage of the captor, as L is suffering from a debilitating problem.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,010
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 65
- Kudos:
- 2,253
- Bookmarks:
- 308
- Hits:
- 50,604
Bookmarked by kaiishere
13 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
He never cried. And knew Light’s contempt and open disgust at human weakness. Tears were too human for L as a person and detrimental to his defences; he could not let them own him for a second.
L, thus, judged, from reasonable reasons, that Light would hate seeing them on him.
Light was proficient at doing it to him - cutting open, pulling at his soul-heart-whatever insides he had, tangling his thoughts out of malicious purpose and “righteous” bloody mission.
-
L does not cry. He is not someone who is capable of crying. They sleep together time after time, and he does not cry.
Or, maybe, once, quietly, he does. Like a person. Like a human.Bookmarked by kaiishere
12 Jun 2026
-
Pursue Means Devour by judgeandjury
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note: The Musical - Wildhorn/Murphy
19 Oct 2024
Tags
Summary
The one and only intoxicating little thing Light enjoys is the way L’s naked thighs hurt Light’s hips. L’s white, flushed, bare body looks both human and better than human; hovering over him. With a disgusted, humiliated expression.
“You didn’t win,” L says. “I let you do this."
And Light laughs.
“Exactly,” he says, letting his desire rise. “You are.”
-
Light wants to get off to the fantasy of winning, to the fantasy of L being his bitch.
Even in Light's head, L won't let him.Series
- Part 2 of I Know What You Think Of Me
Bookmarked by kaiishere
11 Jun 2026
-
Chase Means Pursue by judgeandjury
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note: The Musical - Wildhorn/Murphy
19 Oct 2024
Tags
Summary
L had seen him kill Lind L. Taylor, and L's first thought was:
"Oh God, he's hot."
Kira was cunning. Intelligent. Careful. His audacity drew L in, and his schemes were the most concentrated aphrodisiac.
L's voice stuttered once when L was taunting him through the screen. The reason behind the phenomenon was L recognizing that L could easily let Kira fuck him. Take L and wreck him with that otherwordly power. Maybe Kira would settle on a little death instead of a heart attack - L would be happy to show him what L's mouth can do.
-
L masturbates to thoughts of Kira. Not because he approves Kira’s methods…
His reasons don’t matter, however, when Light breaks through his firewalls.Series
- Part 1 of I Know What You Think Of Me
Bookmarked by kaiishere
11 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“But you really want to,” Light murmurs, leaning close - her warm breath tickles L’s ear. “Don’t you? You really want to.”
The image Light has been offering her returns, sharp and unwelcome, each line of its mental painting cutting L’s conscience open and reminding her what endless games, initiated by them both in turns long before the endgame, did to her morals, butchered agonisingly her already faltering belief that she can still be just.
The spread of pages, inanimate, with the power pure and nonviolent when unsummoned and ancient in its consequences, waiting for symbols to be inscribed. Paper folded under her wetness.
-
L hates, despises, desperately craves in this sick and phantasmagoric desire to grind on the notebook.
They’ve been sleeping together, and Light is bound to win.Bookmarked by kaiishere
10 Jun 2026