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when you had not touched me yet by kalkulus
Fandoms: The Dark Artifices Series - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
05 Feb 2025
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His solution was simple: pretend the feelings didn’t exist. Bury them beneath the next problem that needed solving, the next meal that needed cooking. Keep moving, keep working, keep pretending. Because the moment he stopped—truly stopped—he wasn’t sure he’d be able to push them down again.
It was the same strategy he had used to survive the grief of losing his parents and Mark, the same one that kept his rage at his sister’s exile from consuming him whole. Time had dulled those wounds—wounds that once left him sick to his stomach, shaking in the dark, barely able to breathe. Eventually, they had settled into something bearable, something he could carry without falling apart.
Surely, his feelings for Emma would do the same.
Moments in Emma and Julian's relationship, set before the events of "Lady Midnight", that delve into Julian's inner turmoil and concerns about Emma's romantic life and their future as parabatai.
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in the veins of creation by kalkulus
Fandoms: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Rebuild of Evangelion | Evangelion: New Theatrical Edition
03 Mar 2024
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On a restless summer night in the village, Rei hears peculiar noises emanating from Toji and Hikari's room. What she witnesses is deeply intimate, stirring feelings of solitude, melancholy, and yearning within her.