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“D’ya know who I am?” Ghost asked, and Soap thought it almost arrogant. When he met his eyes, however, he could only see a genuine curiosity.
“I dinnae ken,” Soap mused. “Think I’ve seen that mask on a poster before.” He pointed at the skull with a teasing smile, hoping it came across as an attempt at banter rather than a white lie.
Ghost’s laugh was low, barely perceptible.
“That’s likely, yeah."
Ghost twisted the beer bottle back and forth on the table, dragging water around as the glass scraped against the wood, clearly contemplating something.
“Simon,” he said. Soap nearly choked on his beer.or, John "Soap" MacTavish is a bounty hunter looking for the biggest score of his career: the faceless, nameless Ghost. He finds him in Saint Denis, tucked away in a secret saloon that brings forth feelings Soap has been trying to deny his whole life. Faced with the opportunity, he decides to try his hand at seduction to get Ghost alone. It works far better than expected. It also couldn't have gone more wrong.
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“You know, Tammy was – to me, she was always temporary. But you – you and Mike? You’re best friends. Mike’s not an empty shell you can fill with whatever you want to see. Sure, you can look for answers in him, but…” Robin sighed and smiled, small and private. Will held his breath. “You’re allowed to – to love someone and figure yourself out, you know that, right?"
Love.
Will froze, blinked away the building heat, picked at his cuticles. He saw the vulnerable pink of skin not yet ready to be revealed. He couldn’t feel the stinging pain that was supposed to accompany it.
“How?” he asked. How could I ever deserve such a thing? -
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The first thing he noticed were the pictures. They were of him and Ghost on stage, too close to be explained away, a dopey grin on Soap’s face, a suggestive hand on Ghost’s chest. Gaz's mouth trembled with the strain of containing his amusement. Soap eased him out of his misery by laughing first.
Price sighed and chimed in, “I’ll bite – what is it now?”
Soap sobered immediately and chanced a glance at Ghost, who was still lounging in a chair with his eyes closed, going through his pre-concert ritual.
“Take a wild guess,” Gaz said, clutching at his stomach. Price eyed Soap.
“Those two get outed?” he asked and pointed in Ghost’s general direction.
“There’s nothing to out,” Soap objected.
“Yeah, you’re not shy about it,” Gaz added.A collection of moments between Ghost and Soap as they try to navigate tricky feelings that could make or break their band.
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“I can’t promise,” Ghost whispered, holding onto Soap’s face like his life depended on it, “but if we make it out, my retirement is yours.”
Soap’s smile broadened to wrinkle his eyes and push against Ghost’s palms. “Can you at least promise to try?”
“Yeah,” Ghost vowed as his fingers mapped out Soap’s eyebrows, nose, lips, unable to stop himself from darting in to kiss him. “Yeah, I can do that. Can you promise to not do anything stupid?”
“Define stupid,” Soap said with a grin. Ghost simply levelled him with a deadpan stare, which softened the grin instantly. “Alright, yeah, I promise.”A mission gone wrong, broken promises, an early retirement, and eight months of tense domesticity.
After that, Ghost didn't see or talk to Soap in seven months. When he finally caved and tries an app Laswell, Price, and Gaz have been trying to force on him, he matches with someone who breaks down his defences with ease. Ghost refuses to admit to himself that he knows who his match is. -
to The Rhythm of Eternity by kilikinnie
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
03 Dec 2024
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Viktor was used to pain. He’d carried it with him his entire life, shouldered it with a cane under his arm, relieved it with contraptions around his limps, manipulated the very laws of the universe just so he could run once more. The pain had taken more from him than he could ever begin to recall, and so he’d decided to finally take something back. But he should have known it would not be so easy – that the universe would not be so forgiving. He had thought he knew all kinds of pains by now, having died two times. But this pain was new.
OR, what happens after Viktor and Jayce disappear? They're reunited, of course.
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Not for Naught by Thanatopsiturvy for Celestial_Shadow
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
24 May 2026
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John MacTavish has a bit of a problem.
Sure, he has a good life: an attractive mate, a nice house, a solid job. He's an alpha doing everything alphas are expected to do. Except for one thing...
He only enjoys being with other alphas. He needs it. He craves it.
After a year of using a notorious alpha-for-alpha hookup app, John matches with a man who is about to disrupt everything he thought he knew about himself, the world, and what it means to be different.
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John “Soap” MacTavish and Simon “Ghost” Riley – both star players for their respective EIHL teams – are supposed to hate each other.
On the ice, they do, colliding like war every time their teams face each other, a rivalry that has been going on for years. Off the ice, thought, they share a carefully guarded secret: a long-standing arrangement to burn off steam after every game they play against one another.
When a tabloid photo of Ghost leaving Soap’s flat exposes their secret, their agents force them into a fake relationship to control the narrative. What starts as a PR stunt quickly blurs into something far more dangerous as stolen moments, forced outings, and a long summer together turn lust into something neither of them is prepared to admit.
Caught between public rivalry and private affection, Soap and Ghost must decide whether what they’ve built off the ice is worth making real – before the season, the league, or their own fears tear them apart.
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21 Mar 2026
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"Bilbo never bothers denying that he is a slight, little bit, probably infatuated with Thorin. It’s not something that bothers him. Really. He’s pretty sure that everyone very likely has a little flutter in their chest for the dwarf. He’s something grand and unattainable.
And it’s really much safer if it stays that way."
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mike wheeler's guide to falling in love with a superhero by smoosnoom (moonsooms)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
05 Dec 2022
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“Uh-huh,” Mike says faintly, and he yelps when they narrowly avoid the edge of a shining skyscraper, and his hands clutch onto Spiderman instinctively. “Oh – my fucking God, that –”
Spiderman’s fingers press a little firmly into Mike’s shirt. "Just – hang on!"
"What do you mean just hang – was that a pun," Mike sputters, clutching onto Spiderman for dear life as they swing through the city, and he can hear the superhero laugh through the racing wind in his ears, the rumble of it under Mike’s arm wrapped around his middle.
In a city of superheroes, Mike keeps running into Spiderman, much to his dismay.
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26 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.