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Ilya hasn’t been feeling well.
He’s sinking back into depression and therefore into old coping mechanisms.
Will Shane be able to help him?Bookmarked by kissyclown
30 Jun 2026
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They'll think, I'd take a bite. They'll think, Give me ten minutes with him.
Ilya's jaw is clenched when he finally replies.
Lily: You are not really wearing this, Hollander
Jane: I am. My stylist thinks it's good for my public image. I thought I looked okay
Lily: You look more than okay.
or: Shane looks too good for the NHL Awards. Maybe he needs to be reminded that there is only one person he's going home with, and who can take him apart like this.
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"So this is it?" Ilya spits out eventually. "You want to fuck me in the fucking woods? What if I don't want that?"
The stranger hums again and moves back. Easily, swiftly, he reaches out and gropes at Ilya's crotch. Easily, swiftly, he finds what he wanted to find. "Seems like you're willing."
Ilya gulps. "And after? What happens after?"
"I don't know," the man says.
or: Not all is as it seems.
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You Still Would've Turned My Head by mildredjaderen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander takes a new teaching job that comes with a gig as the assistant coach of the school's hockey team. Little does he know that the team's head coach, Ilya Rozanov (also the school's Russian teacher), has no need for any help.
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30 Jun 2026
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Late at night, early in the morning; it doesn’t matter. Regardless of the time, Shane is thinking: what would it be like? To always be of use.
To strip his captain jersey and the control that comes with it, but not the responsibility.
Sometimes—often, he lets himself imagine it. Whether he lets himself think about the feeling (to be needed like this, to be the only thing that can help Ilya find release and relief) or about something more palpable depends on the night.
or: Shane just wants to be useful, at all times, not just on the ice.