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You're pretty, you know that? It's annoying."
Kris pauses.
(In which Susie makes an observation and Kris is the victim of said observation.)
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26 Jun 2026
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☆ Susie's different.
She's always been different. ☆
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The Angel helps unconditionally, but it doesn't help everyone. Berdly and Ms. Boom take matters into their own hands.
Or: Berdly, Ms. Boom, and learning to hope again.
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26 Jun 2026
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☆ Angel, light my way…
A deep breath. Another. Then a third, a fourth, a fifth.
Teach me to be a better son. ☆
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Berdly chases the mirage of a mother.
Or: Berdly, his mom, and her reflection in Queen.
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26 Jun 2026
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☆ But the hallway was empty.
Perhaps too much like home. ☆
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Kris can't bear to speculate on why Susie and Noelle were willing to have them along on their first date. Whether it's pity, or something else.
The truth is, though, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter what Kris wants. It doesn't matter whether something hurts them.
Soon, they won't want anything, and nothing will be able to hurt them.
Until then, they just have to make sure they don't leave a mess behind for the people they care about.Bookmarked by lost_causemos
26 Jun 2026
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☆ Kris has a good imagination. Always has. They can't imagine anything that would make them feel better right now. ☆
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Now, Carol throws a ready-made dinner into her microwave. Now, she twists her fork endlessly until the meat churns into some indescribable mush.
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Helen was, in many ways, Carol's home. So much for home-cooked meals.
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26 Jun 2026
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☆ A home-cooked meal isn't worth much without a home. ☆
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Kris knows they deserve this. Noelle knows she wants this.
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25 Jun 2026
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☆ It's warm, like your hands. Like the feeling of blood rushing from a heart that's hardly yours anymore. ☆
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Jamie has this dream, sometimes. It starts, and he can’t breathe, and he can’t wake up.
It’s like: He’s in a car, and he’s driving real fucking fast, and for some reason it’s dark out and he can’t see for shit but he’s still not slowing down.
It’s like: He doesn’t want to slow down.
It’s like: He’s in a car, and he’s driving real fucking fast, and for some reason it’s dark out and he can’t see for shit but he’s still not slowing down and there’s a cliff rising in front of him, closer and closer and closer, and he might not be able to see for shit but for some reason he can see that cliff and the empty abyss beyond it.
It’s like: He knows the cliff is coming and he doesn’t want to slow down.
Jamie has this dream, sometimes. It ends, and he wakes up, and he still can’t breathe.
[ the mom city fix-it. in which james tartt sr. dies, and jamie is haunted by a ghost. ]
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25 Jun 2026
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☆ It’s a little what Jamie’s expecting, too, ’cause he’s spent his whole life learning speech from the backs of bruised knuckles and this is what they’ve all spelled: The only way you’re gonna survive is if you can take a punch and get the fuck back up. ☆
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habit (never sleep again) by girlcreature for AGayJoke
Fandoms: Butterfly Soup (Visual Novel), Letters from a Deaf Poet
27 Nov 2023
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Fall 2011. Noelle checks in on Diya.
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21 Jun 2026
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☆ part of her wants Diya to beg for her to stay, to beg for her to not go through with moving, potentially across the country, away from her best friend, away from her favorite stranger. She wants Diya to beg for her to stay, because it’s the only way she will be sure that Diya still wants her. But the rest of her knows she could never do it. She could never stay. Not for Diya, not for anything. She must continue with her life even if Diya can’t. Perhaps, because Diya can’t. ☆
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Somewhere in the world, a cook is being kissed.
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21 Jun 2026
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☆ Diya's small, quaint, smile turns into a full on beam. Like a flash of sunlight finally peaking out from behind the clouds. ☆
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I Let Go (Instead, I Love In Denial) by Autumnintheinbetween
Fandoms: Butterfly Soup (Visual Novel)
17 Mar 2026
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Sometimes, Diya says weird things. Not like, normal Diya weird. Like, weird weird. Noelle is mostly used to it, because being Diya’s best friend requires a little bit of getting used to things. But sometimes, the quiet girl truly catches her off guard.
“How annoying would I have to be for you to murder me and bury me in a swamp?”
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Noelle begins to realize she might be homophobic, Diya is always correct, Min-seo is a little shit, and Akarsha is the realest as per usual
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20 Jun 2026
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☆ “You’re ridiculous.” Noelle mumbles, trying to force the fondness back into her chest where it belongs. ☆
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Just Monika: DDLC Through an Aromantic Lens by twixtthelines
Fandoms: Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel)
07 Jun 2025
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A brief essay I typed up for tumblr regarding why Monika being aromantic would enhance DDLC's themes, posted here for archival purposes.
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“Yo, Catti, did you, hear? About, Susie and Kris?!”
Catti isn’t usually in the mood to hear anything about Susie, dark thief of her Noelle’s heart, but something about Jockington’s tone of voice tells her this will be interesting.
Or, Catti tries empathizing with the dark side.
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20 Jun 2026
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☆ Catti looks at her, looks at the way she makes eye contact with not a single person in the room, and thinks back to her outcast days. ☆
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other guys will just feed you lines (but i'll take you to mickey d's) by ASpooky
Fandoms: Slay the Princess (Visual Novel)
04 Jun 2024
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POV: You're working the night shift at a McDonald's and two recently born quasi-eldritch beings walk in to order (they do not understand the concept of money)
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08 Jun 2026
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☆ A jingle from the front door breaks you from your inane internal tangents. There’s a couple walking in, a-
…Holy shit is that a bird? ☆
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Diya, Akarsha, Min, and Noelle have all been dating for years now. Despite this, Min and Noelle have never really explored their relationship... until now.
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03 Jun 2026
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☆ Instead of answering, Min carefully pulls Noelle’s hair free of the elastic holding it together, it all falling in loose waves to frame her face and fall past her shoulders down her back. The light from her computer screen makes her eyes sparkle, and she’s blushing, but only a little bit.
“You’re really pretty. Like this with your hair down, curly and… whatever.” ☆
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utopia redux by kernsing
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
27 May 2026
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There’s someone staring at Avery from across the dining commons.
The person is wearing a hoodie, mask, and sunglasses, completely obscuring their face. It should be impossible to tell which direction they’re looking in, yet Avery can feel their gaze on himself like the first prickle of sensation on a numb limb.
Your online friend who you thought died a few months ago shows up at your university with an eldritch god stuck inside his head. Apparently, he’s on the run from the government, you’re their next target, and he wants you to join him. What do you say?
If you’re Avery, the answer is simple.
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31 May 2026
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☆ Peel back his determination and you will find his despair, but don’t mistake the first layer for a mask—it’s the skin he’s made of. ☆
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Harrowhark paints Gideon's face.
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30 May 2026
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☆ One of her legs is – not jittering, but thoughtfully contemplating the idea of jittering. Gideon’s fists are also studiously considering throttling Harrowhark until she loses every bit of breath in her body; tragically, Harrowhark loves her. Tragically, Harrowhark has loved her for a very long time. ☆
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When the Moon Begins to Hide (It's Not Over) by Autumnintheinbetween
Fandoms: Butterfly Soup (Visual Novel)
01 Apr 2026
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If Akarsha has a soulmate, she vehemently believes that they are either A: Dead, or B: that they will hate her. She doesn’t blame them, she’d be mad if she had a soulmate like her too. Her mother and father were soulmates, and they preached the benefits like no one else, but the thought of someone being forced into loving her didn’t sit right with Akarsha.
Noelle thinks soulmates are bullshit, pardon her french. It didn't make sense for them to be real, not only logically, but scientifically either. Everything in the world was in a delicate balance, and Noelle wasn't convinced that soulmates were the exception.
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Pee Pee Ketchup man Soulmate AU
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30 May 2026
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☆ So, she had absolved to just be as smart as possible, get a very well paying job, and then, maybe her parents wouldn't care about marriage. After all, they weren't soulmates either, so it's not like Noelle's soulmate dying would free her from that fate either.
She really wishes they would though. Really, really wishes. ☆
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pile of sand, footprint trail by wholemilkyguy
Fandoms: Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel)
06 Apr 2018
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Yuri and Natsuki compare scars, and there is no hostility. They have grown past it.
tws for: heavy mention of self harm and abuse.
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30 May 2026
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☆ Yet understanding is different. Understanding is ugly and terrible and it washes over Natsuki with no warning, because Natsuki doesn’t know if she wants someone to understand. If she wants someone to hurt like that. She finds every reason not to let someone understand. She conflates it with pity and judgement but with Yuri it seems she is destined to face the naked truth. Yuri understands Natsuki like no other. ☆
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A vaguely humanoid figure bathed in crimson light rose from the portal. An icy chill swept through the room, as if even heat itself retreated from the creature. It opened its mouth, one that had swindled a thousand mortals from their souls, and spoke.
“NATSUKI!?!?!?!?!”
“YURI?!?!?!?!!?!??!!?”Natsuki summons a demon to win Yuri's heart. Things go in a way that she'd never expect.
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30 May 2026
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☆ “So what? Green tea and souls of the damned?”
Yuri smiled. “Some cupcakes would be nice.” ☆
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His relationship with Jamie has been complicated since he met him. Some of it was just Jamie, bright and talented but such a prick. Some of it was just Roy, well into his decline when Jamie showed up and he was angry, always, and Jamie doesn’t respond well to loud angry men for obvious reasons so he would respond with more prickishness, Roy would get angrier . . . it’s a cycle he’s not proud of.
He's trying to break it.
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25 May 2026
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☆ These two kids with their shit fucking dads looking to Roy for guidance and affection. How mad. ☆