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Bring Your Son to Work Day by 12HyperFixation21
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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David asks Ilya to Bring Your Son to Work Day
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- Part 2 of Parental Guidance Recommended
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She looks at him the way you look at a dying animal. Like he's a deer she crashed her car into, drawing in his final breaths on the blood-soaked asphalt.
He's too tired to feign surprise at seeing her. Perhaps he really did die tonight, he wonders. Maybe she's not his Mama at all, a psychopomp come to take him by the hand and guide him over to where he belongs.
"You're here again," he whispers. He wants to reach out and touch her, but he can't bring himself to move. He slowly realizes that what keeps stilling his hand is fear. She will disappear; he knows she will.
"You called for me," she says, and doesn't reach out either. "My sweet boy."
Five times Ilya dreams of Irina in his darkest hours - and one time she finds him at peace.
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24 Jun 2026
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["Peace looks good on you, Ilyusha."] crying at 2 am however does not look good on me
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The rays of the April sun lazily lit Ostozhenka; the temperature was above freezing, though the Russian winter refused to let up. Stubborn.
Ilya wondered when winter had stopped being just winter and turned into ‘Russian winter.’or
What is it like to have no homeland?
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24 Jun 2026
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I am in hell, Ilya thinks. He's awkwardly hard in his cup and layers of gear. He can't focus. How the fuck is Hollander functioning like this? Is he actually so gifted at hockey that he can play at this level and still have space to let the sex demon in his brain run rampant? Is this what he's like all the time? (Now with bonus ch 2!)
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- Part 2 of prompt fills
- Part 1 of hollanov ft. telepathy
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23 Jun 2026
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Tadaima, Okaeri by kurenohikari
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Jun 2026
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“We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.
The confession hurt more than he expected.
“A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”
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- Part 2 of Hollanov Lulu-verse
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Bookmarked by luvshaped
21 Jun 2026
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so so tooth achingly sweet, i didnt realise i spent like 2 something hours breezing through this